Oh...im back...with my depression...prepared to die...ok i shall now jump down...*splat*...wadeva..ppl,if u visit my blog, pls!!!go to the links...under 'my stuff' and visit the 1st few links...THEY'RE NEW! Antgyway, i hav loads of MAJOR projects coming up...1st:Bio project,2nd:Literature Project 3rd:Chinese Project,4thly:eng bk report! n i intend to complete 50% of my chinese project TODAY! n i oso hav to file my ews in my eng file...im slcking... ok...i gtg n file my stuff...*burst into flames* n *disappears*...
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*
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10:45 PM
Saturday, May 22, 2004
Maybe i shld switch my theme to depression..obsession...etc..smt disturbing..i tried to do it wif diary-x, but i guess i cant handle it...bloggers best for moi..so i am ditching it.Now,...i shall concentrate on this one...its gona be filled with depressing stuff..*i burst into flames and extinguish*
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*
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1:00 PM
Once again i appear...to survive, to live, to contribute, to sing my love song, to pass on...to wither away...Sad is my life, of all the ages, so will u listen,b4 i wither...
Ok..im mad...jus some inspiration.Today, i was supposed to go to my ex gb coy to help out when they left in a bus!!! we shld hav informed them earlier that we were going...i guess we had forgotten...so here i am, alone..typing as this part of the page is filled...*groans at my stupidity* wad can i do to make u love me?...wad can i do to be heard...ok nvm..tats one of blue's songs...
my friend told me a few days ago, out of the blue, that the name "Blue" does not hav good meanings behind it...it was meant to like 'attck' this blue fan? me? like i care..apparently she was trying to tell me tat blue sucks? like i care...its my life, not hers.nobody has the right to insult BLUE...she told me this outta no reason..she always go against wad i say.does that help her?n...in class, she keeps interupting...like when e teachers toking, she will say all she noes b4 the teacher finishes the sentences..trying to be teacher's pet i think.and...she is rude to the teacher..for example...when the teacher forgot to answer her ques..she will say" eh..mr...until now u hav not answered my question...AIYOH!!!" SHE SAYS TAT...so rude rite? n she says i am blunt..i dun care if she reads this ...cos its so true...almost everyone in my class noes..except some blind ones...*giv me a moment to surpress my deep harted...*ok...i got to split... *~Lee Ryan...my love~*
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9:01 PM
Friday, May 21, 2004
Its weird, the way life messes wif u n all. I jus realized tht the bk i am reading now has the ans to my geog test.n i did not read it earlier. no, its not my textbk, its a storybk! sickening eh?there was once when i had an eng exam, the close passage was like horrifying when i could only fill in a few answers...then, after i recieved the correct ans, the words or phrase appears in news, books constantly...*starts to shake head deliriously*ok my head shall pop off...(more like drop).this geography nk i am readin is abt earthquakes, which we r learning in sch abt plate tectonics.interesting subject, easy to understand, but hard to put in words...n tats the most important part...haiz...so there is one cartoon that explains hw earth quakes are caused, which is then linked to teachers. stress is built up in e rocks, just like e teacher,cracks appear, just like our teacher's wrinkles...n on n on...u get e idea. cutez eh? anyway, u gotta c e real picture to understand.
i was practicing my violin today when i had e erge to break e strings...COS I CANT SEEM TO GET THE NOTE RIGHT! ok...while i surpress my deep hatred...* pause....silence......................................................................................
...BOOM!* WADEVA. ok..this is getting deranged...i gtg...*explodes into pieces as i fracture like the earth's crust...*
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*
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8:39 PM
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
Joy to e world..tests are all over.Although i think i flunked the 1st ques out of 2! i think i shld relax...got loads more chances.Just glad im not last...in class, nor the worst, nor the best (never)..No chance man.Anyway, i think my lifes been rather hectic...n my hols arent hols..Got to do some chinese project...sorta major..and english essay, over quite a few hundred words..major...Been slacking though...gotta go read bks later..imporve my damn english.Its sad...pathetic...n...BORING.duh?I prefer comics..i dun think tat will work out.Wadeva it is..i love ghost stories? can share some?Except those that are surprise attacks..Duno wad to say, duno wad to do...time will bring me back soon...*~Lee Ryan...my love~*
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10:19 PM
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
Sian...juz changed my mouse..cool blue..but maybe going to edit with lee's pic. Cant wait for jap lesson tomolo.We're gonna learn to make SUSHI...jap rOCKS big time.We can slack for another lesson..cool huh? well, my lit test is tomolo...not prepared...got a horrible time reading the txbk...i have 3 major things to do.1. chinese project..2. English Essay...3.smt else...Stressed....cant wait for tomolo to end.Kearnt 3 new words today...may seem simple...but wadeva.1. Veranda 2.roucous 3.grosteque (had idea abt it earlier)Anyway, i gtg...mom screaming again...*~Lee Ryan...my love~*
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9:02 AM
At sch using com nw.Simply lov moi blog and Lee..hehe..Tried to settle a couple's lov prob, but in vain.Their names shall not be diclosed.I dun even noe them as in hav not seen their face. But i tried.The gal was angry at that guy for 1 mth..hw long is tat? Anyway, gotta understand them. Nw thinking of all possible ways to help them, they were together for...im not sure hw long...but it was long...i dun think they shld break like tat.meanwhile, i am oso learning hw to make website, in greater detail. Lifes so short, so must enjoy rite, cant let breakup break u up.HAIZ...wad do i do to make u wun me...wad do i do to be heard..wad to i say when its all over...sorry seems to be the hardest word...(sorry seems to be the hardest word : by BLUE)Blue's songs are for u when ur in any kinda mood. OK, i gtg create moi Blue especially Lee Ryan website...sayounala!*~Lee Ryan...my love~*
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7:52 PM
Monday, May 17, 2004
Sesh, lit test is coming soon, duno hw to study for it. It's terrible horrible vegetable.Managed to do all i am supposed to today.GREAT ACHIEVEMENT.lolx.nw im eating n watching tv.heh.power eh?ppl, can u tell me hw on earth am i going to get blue's music on my blog? i jus cant get e code. HELP! I LOVE LEE...HEH..ok, i gtg do my maths proposal.Bye!*~Lee Ryan...my love~*
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10:43 PM
Friday, May 14, 2004
Ok, im bakc. researching on arther miller.sian. Anyway, i got my japanses mid year marks.Quite ok lah.It shall not be disclosed. I wish all those receiving their marks on mo good luck.yupz.Now my father's killing the 6 bees that came into our house.Duno wad reason.So now the last one's dead.*relieved*.I am very scared of bees.they jus look scary.So its all gone.Cant wait for tomolos b outing.Should be gd.Its sickening.Today during jap class.We had to change classes for 3 days for some remedial going on.So i was in another class for my class was used for remedial.So today was very slacked.We jus enjoyed our time revising no.s then we did origami.It originated from japan afterall.Folded a crane, which i have totally forgotten hw to.Bt we went to the library in the end.could read e jap words but couldnt understand most of them, wad do ya expect, i am only sec 1! lolx.Life is just like a candle, u gotta make full use of it, or u'll nv die a gd death.Lol, doesnt make sense?It makes sense to moi.Got alota quotes in my anthology.106ers, if u see this, i am reminding u that we hav his essay, study lit n anthology for hmk.okie.Heres a quote
" Those who do not know how to weep with their whole heart don't know how to laugh either."
Its interesting.I mean u hav to be truthful to urself.Any disagreements?Tag moi board! Its all a lie if we do not cry all our hearts out.okok.its a great day, dun get gloomy.I gtg liaoz...sayounara!
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*
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4:43 PM
Thursday, May 13, 2004
Wow...so long nv come online. u see, com got BIG prob..over 10 viruses sia.Sad.now got back internet connection, so happi. well, all moi tests are over. only hav lit left. anyway, came here juz to visit moi dear bloggy.See lee's face once again. ok, gtg n put in all lee's pics..bye!*~Lee Ryan...my love~*
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