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12:40 AM
Saturday, October 30, 2004

oh my gosh, i feel like screaming.i got my results today n i still cant believe it.ok im not gloating, jus dead happy!omg!!!1stly it was eng,i din do very well for compo as expected,but my compre BLASTED mee off.from a common test score of 23 and half upon 40 i shot up to 30/40. i was staring at my paper,but this is still not the unbelievable.let me tok abt the others 1st.for chi, my compo sucker n i was a little surprised that my ying yong wen actually got 15/20 but i got over tat.my chi was as usual, so nth much.here comes history, the 2nd shock.the teacher, b4 handing back the papers, told us abt how they marked the essays n i was recollecting whether i had wrote any of them.i was starting to get worried until i got my paper back.i stared at my structured essay n practically screamed.i had 5/6 for the 1st time!!!!ok nw u may think i am proud but i am so dead happy for being a failure since mths ago.let me continue.so i had a overall of 33/40 for everythin history.then come GEOGRAPHY.THE BANE OF MY HEART(learnt this phrase from shiaoxx) i was so flustered and when i got my paper, i couldnt believe it.i got 33/35 for the 'essay' part.my weakest.i rubbed my eyes, as in literally.i thot that wasnt my paper until my fwen gasped.cos they knew all along that my geog sucked.so it got round most of the ppl in my class n they were honestly rather shocked too.so in total wif mcq, i had 50/55.2nd in class.the 1st was a mark higher.congrats hong chuan!so maths was just 45/50 due to my stupid careless mistakes and presentation.seesh.so i improved to my pleasant surprise.most ppl did anyway.n if i am not wrong, my class position is 15.which is ookok la.not gd n not bad.

BUT.i fell.in e morning.it happened to be raining.so the stairs that were exposed were dead slippery.i din notice and walked down.n poof! i landed on the ground and my butt n legs are so sore until now.i hav this disgusting blue-black(more of purple actually) on my right thigh and it hurts when i stand straight or touch it.but i can endure...i bruised but still managed to get to muh sch for drama night.it wasnt as bad as i thot it wld be.the skits were rather good and my gd fwen's class got 2nd! woohoo! go QIAN! i expected them to get 1st though.but nvm.xiner was gd!anw, the thing soon ended and here i am typing at lightning speed.feel tired, as in physically.asked my 'kor' to tell me the results for the singapore idol but i guess he forgot or could not.thx for agreeing anyway!i found out christopher got kicked out.i think hes kinda cute but cant help it that his singing sucked.so its sad.

im jus glad abt my results.so i gtg, sleep,rest,slack...anythin!
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

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4:30 PM
Tuesday, October 26, 2004

after yesterday, i hav decided to hate him forever.i mean so does he.n i dun have A SINGLE feeling of making fwens anymore.Actually i'm glad, cos i do not hav to waver about thinking whether or not.i shant relate teh incident for i do not wish to rmb it in a few weeks time but i am more worried about my results.as in EOYs.Hiaz.shldnt worry actually, afterall the papers hav already been handed up.Theres nth i can do much abt it.But i feel much more relaxed than after psle.cos this tough mugging for eoys has really worn me out.i am so NOT used to not stdying that i am actually reading out of boredom, also to keep me bz from worrying too much.so i guess i shall jus slack, practice violin, read, watch tv, go for tuition(jus signed up for the learning lab, its quite ok), surf the net.and so on.if u noticed, out of the list, more than 60% has to do with relaxing.i tell u, i am definitely gona let my hair down.i am not going to MUGG any longer.or at least until i come back from my horrifying trip to switzerland,paris and london.

Gues wad. i jus found out that i left my adidas waterbottle in sch.its probably in the darn gym or my classroom.the chance of getting it back is...30%...haiz.my fav waterbottle, although it has scratches on it.haiz
since theres no sch tml, i think i can probably only get it back by...thurs?(that is if my fwen wld help me,cos i my class wasnt chosen to take part in the drama nite. rehersals on thurs.so if only my fwen wld get it for me)no choice...anw, i gtg n ...slack..
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

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1:42 PM
Friday, October 22, 2004

omg exams r SO OVER! loads of things to say.n i can finally breathe easy!i thought i was going to die but well...it was kinda ok...except i am not so confident for chi n geog.got 30 1/2 for chem upon 35...then total avg for chem is 88.!!!ok...going switzerland paris n london during hols n apparently someone...is going...anyway..since exams r over...i am going to celebrate tml with gd food! woohoo!i think muh sch is the latest to complete the exmas. other schools r practically getting their results.but our teachers r gona hav a hard time marking! heheh.somehw, i dun feel relaxed...wad if i do badly?im so dead.science n maths r no prob...but haiz...eng n geog!?!! getting papers 2 weeks later...
i hav realised that derek mcdonalds voice is gd...but lurve lee still...lol.the song hurts so bad is gd man...
theres this person that i still wun to be friends with...but i think sure no chance one la.so i think i better forget abt it.i mean...the hols r coming.so enjoy it b4 next yr comes again...
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

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