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10:33 PM
Friday, May 20, 2005

Hey.im not gona say ive not blogged for a long time (as i always do) im trying to be capricious n sophisticated.okok.jk.anw.today i had my jap show n tell regarding lee (my fav idol). i put in loads of effort and it turned out well.i can say mine was quite unique for i play part of a Blue song to emphasize the fact that Lee is a good n fantastic singer.:)Anw, i hope i had a good score for that.i need to pull up my marks. Actually im kinda pleased or satisfied with myself this year. my grades are not fantastic but at least i finally got a 4.0 for my fav sub -- history :). i din do well for lit cos i din really knw the book well then. just like e others. cos we had many replacement teacher's for our original one. Anyway, i also got a 4.0 for math n chi.too bad tt i got a lower grade for science.but im quite happy with my main EOI paper.not my pts. ive been hoping for a 4.0 for science on the count that i intend to take triple science nxt year n obviously together with history :). i hope my grades will maintain.
i knw i cant compare with the top few.but i can safetly n quite confidently say that i am above class average. actually tts good enuff for me. :). im half a perfectionist n half someone who pursues excellence. (according to the lil' quiz at assembly at e hall today)
dunno wads wrong, but my class has the sudden craze for neopets. even i got affected a lil'.i have a yurble,bori n lupe.all Blue in colour n u knw why. :) i mean its a good way to relax.afterall the pet will nv die even if u dun feed it. lolx.i've been picking up treasure maps.lolx.ok...wad else to report...yup.my to do list.
my to do list: for the hols 1. study History 2. study biology 3. finish the final 1 1/2 of my chi yue du bao gao. 4. train my stamina.
for now 1. study for formative zi du kao cha. omg thats it!!!
omg!!! i just realised i hv forgottened to practice my violin. tml morn must prac n learn one chapt of zi du kao cha.only got 2.hmm.
ok i gtg liao.gotta go do other stuff before sleeping:) [[*i love.i admire.i deserve]

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1:14 PM
Monday, May 09, 2005

I HATE GEOG.I HATE GEOG.I HATE GEOG.I HATE GEOG.I COULD GO ON FOREVER...i hate geog *trails into the distance* ok wadeva.i still hate geog.i only passed.by half a mark. i n geog = conflict. i go crazy studying for it n i get nth in return.WHERE IS THE EQUALITY?!!!! THE DAMN DAMN...HAIZ.im so not taking geog during sec three.i love history only.i cant believe i did tat badly for geog.sigh.y is it always so.*tears welling in eyes* ok i can survive.june hols are coming.i pray a miracle will happen so i can do well for geog.i think im a history student.yup.n in historic terms, geog is history to me.sigh.wad to do...get on with life.got a lot of hmk.any i think i gotta take things easy.fail then fail as long as i did my best ok liao.i can catch up in other subjects like HISTORY RITE? *erm rite? sigh.*breathes in deeply*
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