im sorry if i have offended anybody in my last post.n pls. if u wanna tell me im tactless...be tactful when u say it...n be objective.not side one person n blame me when u havent even read the post. hw different r u frm wad u say abt me then?! n if u dun even knw my personality u hv no right to say anythn that hurts me cos u dun hv my point of view... N I MEAN NO RIGHT at all.
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9:46 PM
Friday, October 28, 2005
woo hoo. its been a WHILE since i last blogged. loads have been happening.in a nutshell, great events include 1. me being a psl 2.my getting into smp (still got final round) 3.my eoys. 4.my miraculous marks for geog n history. 5. my quarrel wif a good fren 6. india exchange programme (they came over)...yup tts basically the main events that happened so far for the 3-4 mths.in fact the last point (6) ended today. other minor events include my bdae, jiang he's bdae n sth i suddenly forgot...lolx.yup.
ok lets start with my story on my bdae on 24th july.yes tt was really loooong ago but i din blog.so here it goes. lets see...nth much really happened.i received a few presents,smiled and became 14. rather boring rite. anw...for jiang he's bdae on 23rd oct (now tts recent, just after eoys), i gave her a book called "han2 guo2 si4 da4 nv3 xin1" i think. n well, those 4 ppl include choi ji woo (is tt hw u spell it?) n song4 hui4 qiao2...she loves em. yup. so she was rather happy abt it and all...
ok next. my being a psl was rather a erm...nice surprise. i simply followed marge by signing up for the interview, thinking it would be interesting if we both got in. n well...luck was on my side during tt interview. i had thot of a joke b4 hand and told it to those ppl interviewing me. cos they asked "tell a joke". i kinda drawed tt card. yup. so im in n that led me to my exchange programme with indians frm india...i was rather reluctant at first cos it clashed with my 3rd language class. sigh. but it turned out to be fantastic! the guys n gals were really nice. in fact they were v mature people. i got a chance to learn more abt their culture n even saw their dance item which was certainly eye opening. in fact one of the guys looked liek jerry yen. i knw u're thinking im siao but he has that kinda look if u knw wad i mean. he's limin's buddy. hes quite egoistic. u'd nv guess wads his email add. anw i cant post it here. PRIVACY!. yup. anw. my buddy was a girl. shes called Anjana. v sweet girl. i could communicate with her the moment i met her. yes n i gave her a letter writing pad, and she gave me an ornamental item. will hang it up soon.:) i had the farewell dinner with them last nite. though the food was rather spicy i cld take it :) we tried eating with our hands...v difficult. geraldine was practically stuffing her hand into her mouth. i nearly lost my appetite!!! those indians r really nice ppl! will nv forget this experience. this mth, many things turned out to be a blessing in disguise!
the next blessing is my geog n hist test. my answering method was SO different from my friends n i was DEAD worried.there was a question asking my opinion whether or not Singapore was facing greater difficulties in their population policies than china. whilst my frens wrote down all the problems...i kinda explained why Singapore had greater difficulties. i thot i was wrong...but it turned out to be right :) i funniest thing is this. i made a careless mistake(or so i thot) by writing the sex ratio is more or less IMbalanced. i thot i was supposed to be balanced. it turned out that i was right! it was imbalanced but not v noticeable. so this is really LUCK! maybe tts y i managed to score 19.5/20 for geog! woo hoo!. im not boasting. im expressing my joy. :) kk regarding history. its the same thing. the question was regarding HDB and the Bukit ho swee fire providing HDB with an opportunity to erm solve the housing problems. my ans were v diff frm ym frens. i said it solved resettlement problems (if i elab more on tt point i wld have gotten 10/10 but nvm) and erm the BHS fire provided an opportunity for the HDB to prove their efficieny, making ppl more attracted to buying HDB flats. it seems repeated but it turned out otherwise.:) i siad trust(in the HDB) was v impt in allowing hdb to fulfill their task. i duno if tt was right. i guess i took a risk.n it was a success. :) im nt gloating. im just pleased.
oh yes! i rmb my other minor matter tha happened. actually, its MAJOR! LEE RYAN RELEASED HIS DEBUT ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! N I BOUGHT IT! i bet tt wasn't a surprise. tracks include "army of lovers", "turn your car around", "when i think of you", "how do i?" etc. i love "when i think of you" the most. the stanza i love is thus "you're my past, my future. my all, my everything. my six in teh morning when the clock rings and i open my eyes to a new day. my laughs, my frowns. my ups, my downs. it's a feeling that you get when you know that something's true. when i think of love i think of you" *swoons* ahhh!!! it totally rawks. oh ya. ryan cabrera is good too. i especially like the songs "true" and "photo". his type of singing is a little like lee though they cannot be compared. lee is MUCH better...duh?
finally. i had this kinda "quarrel" with my good fren who shall nt be named. its regarding research studies grouping. i was hoping to group up with her. but she went with someone else when we had agreed b4 tt we wld do the project together nxt yr.i was really hurt. din knw wad to do. i mean i nv thot of who else to pair up with since i totally "depended" on her.so i was really sad. kinda cried. im tempermental. but wadeva. n ya u knw the analogy that friendship is a piece of glass. i guess ours kinda broke. so even though we r talking like usual again, these this "wound". so the fracture on the glass can nv be erased. we're nt as close. though im trying to allow things to return to normal. though many dun c it as such a big deal, i kinda do.rather sad. she the kinda person who erm...how to say.u can be enthusiatic and here comes the indifferent response.its irritating and hurting at times.its me running to her to say hi...me waiting for her. me reminding others to wait for her...its tiring and not at all "rewarding". its nt that i wun rewards but i kinda wish i get sth back...like a smile? i dunno. mayb i cant c frm her pov. maybe...so i dun entirely blame her.mayb im to clingy. so i think im erm relaxing the "grip" if there ever was one...
well...this quarrel led to me joining the Science mentorship program with lim jie. cos tt can replace research studies.i got in for the 1st round but lim jie...you knw wad i mean.so im doing with the nice nice francesca lolx. anw...the project frankie n i proposed is regarding evolution, dna, genetic engineering...cloning...somatic manipulation or somethn liek tt. its v intriguing... and an exciting experience... i do hope i get it...will look good in my resume when i apply for a job in tt area. though i duno what dna has to do with being a psychiatrist.ypu...well tts it
if u have read till this paragraph...i marvour u...pls tag on my board if u did...wanna acknowledge this good fren :) n i knw one who will...is it u? well...life has to go on. n i knw i WILL be really bz nxt yr. it will b exciting yet tiring. so its slack time now!
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