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12:31 AM
Thursday, September 06, 2007

ok eoys are over. a week ago. but honestly i didnt feel that my stresses were over. thats because
1. the chem paper was so bad it made me lose the confidence i had in doing well for chem
2. i hv a math test next week (the whole of differentiation)
3. i hv higher chinese o levels. so i hv to continue studying. we can study for chinese. just read more. XD
4. philo test next wk...harm principle.paternalism...positive and negative liberty...

yea i knw im far better off than the o level students. i knw they are currently more stressed. but throughout this whole year, i nv really had the chance to take my mind off school work. during june holidays etc. even when i watched tv, i still had my hmk in front of me. before i slept i thot of what i had done and what im going to do and what i have not done. haiz. and to think during nov n dec i hv to study or at least keep my math and chem consistent since i want to take H3 chem and also because my math teacher says that we will suffer if we dont practice any math during the 2 mth break. mayb im to be blamed. anyway i brought all this upon myself. the constant mugging the strong desire to get my 3.92 again. or at least to do well for every subject. i think im going nuts.
ive kinda lost all contact with my pri sch friends. i dun feel comfortable talking to them anymore.its just weird. sadly im losing all connection with my pri sch life. occasionally i like to remind myself of the good old times but somehow i just cast all those thoughts away cos its the past anw, i cant do anythn abt them. anw its foolish to rmb ppl who may hv forgotten you.
gosh that was a super emo statement. but yea it illustrates how i feel.hmmm...
sept hols are kinda boring. somehow nobody...nobody is willing to meet me for fun! i dun get it. my goood friend forgot her meeting with me. and when i go on msn, 4 out of 5 ppl i talk to do not reply. yea mayb im suay. they are like busy watch youtube (tt seems to be what they are doing these days) or like away from their computer etc etc. my holidays are just tragic. really.
yea anw i realise that my blog is super stagnant. its so stagnant, it could have bred many generations of mosquitoes. haha. so i compensate by blogging a long post.at least this is what i consider long XD
anyway, i miss gb. its been a long time since i went back. kinda miss being v chair and all. but yea gotta learn to let go. after my math test mayb i will go back. i hv to. its a moral obligation. haha and i want to anw. they are preparing for this yr's cantata. hopefully it will be as successful as it was last yr. or even better XD
ok i better stop writing. will update ermmm i duno when. but i will. eventually XD
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