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2008-01-04T23:55:00.001+08:00

finally in RJC! orientation has been going on for the third day now and my orientation grp is getting more bonded XD the first day wasnt really fun and all cos mayb everyone was feeling awkward and the activities were mild. so we bonded over og dinner. LOL. the 2nd day was more exciting i guess but it cldnt beat today! my fellow towkay and i came up with this cheer which was partly adapted frm my church camp. heres how it goes

wads up yo wads up yo
MT zha bo super chio
wads up yo wads up yo
MT ta po so macho
wads up yo wads up yo
yo ah yo ah yo ah yo, yo ah yo ah yo ah yo
T'OA CAH SOH! Yeah...

was really fun when we got the hang of it. so we went around sentosa... run here run there. and came up as the 15th og to reach our final destination, out og the 60 ogs participating!

OG dinner was held just outside the entrance to sentosa, at vivo city. and we amused ourselves with the um chi chi um chi game, laughing at he chi with his funny actions, and with all of us collapsing with laughter when someone makes a boo boo. XD wah today really super high. tho super tired oso.

hopefully monday will be even better.XD
I LOVE MT03!

[[+Resurrection. Jesus did it. No one else can+]]

2007-09-06T00:31:00.000+08:00

ok eoys are over. a week ago. but honestly i didnt feel that my stresses were over. thats because
1. the chem paper was so bad it made me lose the confidence i had in doing well for chem
2. i hv a math test next week (the whole of differentiation)
3. i hv higher chinese o levels. so i hv to continue studying. we can study for chinese. just read more. XD
4. philo test next wk...harm principle.paternalism...positive and negative liberty...

yea i knw im far better off than the o level students. i knw they are currently more stressed. but throughout this whole year, i nv really had the chance to take my mind off school work. during june holidays etc. even when i watched tv, i still had my hmk in front of me. before i slept i thot of what i had done and what im going to do and what i have not done. haiz. and to think during nov n dec i hv to study or at least keep my math and chem consistent since i want to take H3 chem and also because my math teacher says that we will suffer if we dont practice any math during the 2 mth break. mayb im to be blamed. anyway i brought all this upon myself. the constant mugging the strong desire to get my 3.92 again. or at least to do well for every subject. i think im going nuts.
ive kinda lost all contact with my pri sch friends. i dun feel comfortable talking to them anymore.its just weird. sadly im losing all connection with my pri sch life. occasionally i like to remind myself of the good old times but somehow i just cast all those thoughts away cos its the past anw, i cant do anythn abt them. anw its foolish to rmb ppl who may hv forgotten you.
gosh that was a super emo statement. but yea it illustrates how i feel.hmmm...
sept hols are kinda boring. somehow nobody...nobody is willing to meet me for fun! i dun get it. my goood friend forgot her meeting with me. and when i go on msn, 4 out of 5 ppl i talk to do not reply. yea mayb im suay. they are like busy watch youtube (tt seems to be what they are doing these days) or like away from their computer etc etc. my holidays are just tragic. really.
yea anw i realise that my blog is super stagnant. its so stagnant, it could have bred many generations of mosquitoes. haha. so i compensate by blogging a long post.at least this is what i consider long XD
anyway, i miss gb. its been a long time since i went back. kinda miss being v chair and all. but yea gotta learn to let go. after my math test mayb i will go back. i hv to. its a moral obligation. haha and i want to anw. they are preparing for this yr's cantata. hopefully it will be as successful as it was last yr. or even better XD
ok i better stop writing. will update ermmm i duno when. but i will. eventually XD
[[+Resurrection. Jesus did it. No one else can+]]

2007-07-27T23:35:00.001+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY IS OVER. :( im sixteen. so fast. :( but i had quite a birthday! i love these sec 2s. i shall declare my love for them. 1. Joy (like duh) 2. rachel 3. huiqing 4.renci 5. tze gek 6. joongyan 7. melinda 8. manee (from 2 onwards its not in order of preference) haha. they were so sweet XD i thot only joy remembered by birthday. they actually planned to surprise me LONG AGO. ah!!! anw. i went to sch later than usual on my bdae. (this recent tuesday) and i saw some sec2s outside my class. i saw rachel first. so i smelt sth fishy. then i went into my class. suddenly! they opened the door n sang me a bdae song!!! oh man.. very embarrassing.but wah i was v touched. esp after i read the letter. ahhhh i love those sec 2s!!! i got sunflowers. why? cos i told them if they failed drill test, i will kill em and send sunflowers to their funeral. i said that the day before my bdae.they gave me this big fat tiger soft toy. i knw im supposed to have grown outta it. but i havent! i hvn named it yet. feel free to suggest possible names for me XD

i seriously dun care if ppl think im like crooked or les cos i am so biased towards joy n like my whole rgs n gb life revolves around her! haah. not really whole life. but it does involve her a lot. cos shes nice, cute and has fantastic character XD haha. ok sounds weird if i put it this way. anyway. heres a warning to anyone who dares to speak badly of joy especially in front my my face. a word against joy and u die!n i wont even send u sunflowers. haha. anw i dun think many/any ppl will complain abt her. XD whee! anyway im super sad that i hv to step down. im not going to deny it. i will miss my sec 2s. (not only joy) and the friendly environment. i will miss running to the 203 class table during recess. n crapping w the 203 ppl. i will miss my teachers miss wong esp. since she has really helped my throughout the course of my leadership. miss grace and mr ben too. and theres my form teacher hist teacher, math teacher chem bio phy etcetc!! argh! i dun wanna go rjc! ok im being v childish. haha

tml my sec 2s n the sec3s are hving drill test. i really hope they pass! i have confidence in quite a few of them. n of all people in the world, joy is not going tml. tragic story right?'haiz nvm. still the other sec 2s like rachel renci etc will do well. i hope. XD

im glad ss test is over. can relax for one day. today im totally relaxing. WHEEEE! rare right. anw. im gona sleeeep sooooon.or mayb i shall read. iduno! i feel free today.i make myself free. XD

yea!

[[+Resurrection. Jesus did it. No one else can+]]

2007-07-11T22:50:00.000+08:00

hey ppl. haiz its been a really stressful period. it still is. and it will continue to be till week 10. im so looking forward to it!!! but now im super tired. easily tired after sch. n tt doesnt help cos u have more work to do n u need the time to study! but i just cannot do as much as i used to be able to do. i cant imagine how JC life will be if im already half dead here. everything is getting more and more difficult. math is.physics is.chem is! im getting slower in class. responding slower.

ok lets talk abt tv. ive been watching season 2 of naturally sadie! n im liking the character ben more and more. the actor's name is Jacob Kraemer. he doesnt look good in photos but he looks good on tv! hes sadie's bf. not officially but its kinda an unspoken relationship btw them. hes ego. but nice. n im refering to the character. not the actor cos i duno whats the actor's personality. so every 8.30pm i will not fail to watch tv! nickelodeon! haha. yea half hr only then i return to studying doing hmk etc.

ok less talk more work. gona read stuff for hist pt!

cya XD
CHIMO! (ben likes to say that)
[[+Resurrection. Jesus did it. No one else can+]]

2007-06-15T00:12:00.000+08:00

WENT TO FRANCE ON A SCHOOL HISTORY TRIP!!! IT WAS SOOOOO GOOOOOOOOOOOD. bought loads of stuff! tried macarons! i was in group 2 and mr chew was in charge of my group. all 6 sixers were in the group. gunawan,jn,ammer,ser,yajie n me! n my juniors ruoting n jingyi.plus 2 other sec 3s andrea and alicia. alicia tan. yep. food there is so ex....like minimum 8 euros per decent meal. argh! saw eiffel tower, went up to 2nd highest story, went to versailles went to loads n loads of museums and learnt abt D-Day landing, during which american, canadian, british troups landed in france to attack germany (who had take nover france) i saw mona lisa at the louvre! again!! nth much. her eyes just keep following u. i bought a pack of da vinci code cards! i will not open them!! oh yes. i learnt how to play bridge. thx to jn n gunawan n ser. wheee. damn high.here i shall spam pictures.

i think the younger napoleon is not bad looking!

our last dinner together

at eiffel tower!

ok i think 3 is enuf XD brb soon! i think

[[+Resurrection. Jesus did it. No one else can+]]

2007-04-04T23:49:00.000+08:00

everyone is telling me to update!!! well..today is one of my few free days i have ever since i stepped into rgs. well quite a bit has been going on in my life. they may seem insignificant but these little things start to matter to me recently.
ok one. i have kinda decided on my a level combi! chem bio hist math. i like all sciences but physics is less my thing than chem. wanna take H3 chem! somehow i think i will never get as high as 3.92 again. but nevermind. recently i kinda realised that with Jesus Christ, and being a Christian allows me to see that there is more to live than grades. yes this is coming from me. i do think grades are impt but its now of lesser importance. ok lets see...wad else. ohhh my friend JJ got into campus superstar top 30 girls yea! actually it was said tt rg is strong in this competition! mayb this time i will be motivated to vote for them. proud of rg man!!!
oh yes my sec ones are in gb now. MARCH CAMP WAS SO FUN!!! we organised night surprise and i just gave my dao angry fierce (yes i can be like that) look cos i was meant to be this fierce evil nurse of this hospital of illnesses. my batch n i were acting! it was really last min but we pulled it off!!!! it was good man. the grps were supposed to find hidden "pills" after visiting all the rooms of the patients (my batch mates). well of cos they din find the pills. so all my batch mates "died". so the grps had to carry my batch down the lift to the meeting hall. HAHA. oh man they acted so dead so well. LOVE MY BATCH MATESSSS.
ANW...Good Friday is coming! and if u reached this part of my post, i suppose u wld have the time to visit a website! www.mytruefriend.org it has really cute flash animation. its to allow you to know more about Christianity and the true meaning of Good Friday. this holiday is not for nothing ok! Jesus died for you and i. and even if u do not believe in it, do be open minded to Christianity. after all, how is it possible that all these wonderful creations, the world, the fantastic immune functions of humans, our conscience....how is it possible that they all exist. how can a big bang build in us an immune system, a circulatory system, homeostasis and digestive system? even if you do believe in the big bang, someone has to create the big bang! yep. anw...if someone can believe in evolution, why is it difficult for him to believe in a God. when the only assumption made is that there is a God. evolution has many assumption. assuming the world even lasted a few million years, assuming everything happened by coincidence. this is my point of view XD well if u study probability, u knw tt the probability that everythn happened by coincidence is very low. at the same time, the probability of many writers who have not met and are yet able to covey the same message (of Jesus) is low. yet it is true that it happened. and the bible testifies it. this further justifies the existence of a God who allowed such a thing of low probability to happen. He inspired authors to write the books of the bible. hence it is no surprise that different authors who have not met are able to convey the same message. ok i seem lor soh. but no im not sorry for doing this! i hope you are more open to Christianity after viewing the site and this entry. (im assuming ure not already a Christian)

I have decided to change the way i end off my blog entries... instead of [[*i love.i admire.i deserve] i shall say...

[[+Resurrection. Jesus did it. No one else can+]]

2006-12-02T00:10:00.000+08:00

hmmm.again my blog has been v stagnant. well...many things have happened so i shall tell it all in a nutshell. well...there was the end of eoys i got my results. better than expected :D 3.92. i think i will nv get tt gpa again. but i really have to thank God for it. i had little time to mug n He was always there when i was abt to break down. i rmb the night b4 the math exam (which falls on the last day of the whole eoy week), i had not studied for math before that night. i normally have confidence in my math. but tt night. i totally broke down. cos i din hv time to finish studying...grr. so i got a 35/55 amazing. i expected to fail. thank God again. :D

after eoys, my cca (GB...like duh) was bz with our very first Cantata! its the nativity story! we beat the cinemas to it! whee! haha. anw. it was a tumultuous period of time. my batch was challenged n i guess we ultimately learnt a v impt lesson- we need to have faith that God will pull it through. we live by faith and not by sight. i leant tt too during the eoy period n had another taste of it during our preparation for cantata. it turned out tt we did touch many people. my jr said tt her non-christian friend, who was originally quite negative abt Christianity, turned out to have understoon and accepted our message. that is, there is more to Christmas than gifts and shopping :D we give cos God first gave His only Son. now i know y some/most Christians get offended when Christmas is written as X'mas. How can they take the Christ outta Xmas? yep. u get wad i mean. i think this musical really taught me much.i learnt the exact story of the birth of Christ, i learnt the real meaning behind it and i have learnt about keeping faith :D yep. tts the best gift i guess. i nv knew tt i have grown as a leader. my teacher told me tt im learning to Encourage the Heart. haha.KP model. through my emails to the company, i guess i see tt as my duty too. it sounds politically correct n all but no i do mean it. yep.

the hols have been fine for me. i have learnt to enjoy! haha! after Cantata, i finally had a chance to relax and wake up in the afternoon! its a blessing. i guess im kinda an extremist. i go all out to mug n when i relax i think i really do. but this week. no im mugging jap. cos of a proficiency test this sunday. the day im leaving for hk! actually, im not really excited abt the trip. i think only one person knows y. i think i'll keep it to that one person. during the hols i gotta know a few people better. i gotta knw ser better through my first conference call. ser gave me quite a few firsts...sounds wrong...haha. yep. haha.

sians. i wanna erm slack....i shall... :D take care everyone....
[[*i love.i admire.i deserve]

2006-11-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

randomly doing some quizes on ser's blog.

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

this one is hilarious n so not true

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Picky

You have no problem attracting guys - and even dating a little
It's just around second or third date time where you start to see faults
If a guy isn't near perfect, you're not into him.
It's good to have standards - but yours rule almost everyone out.

Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend?

now this, is true

You Are a Tomboy

You're having too much fun to bother with nail polish and crazy diets.
Guys are instead impressed by how much you know and do!

How Girlie Are You?

This is RIDICULOUS.

You Are a Feminine Beauty!

You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him
You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion
This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers
You just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible

What Type of Beauty Are You?

this is bogus

You Are Mostly Secure

In general, you feel confident and together.
But the wrong thing can happen, and all of a sudden, you're not feeling so secure.
Luckily, your insecurities don't last long... at least, not usually.
So the next time you're feeling insecure, try to snap out of it - and remember the confident woman you are!

Are You Insecure?

I have NO idea if this is true.

Men See You As Understated

You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman.
You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men.
Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you.
You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well

How Do Men See You?

You Go For Brains!

You want a guy with a big... brain.
And of course it would be nice if he were a total hottie, but you're not counting on it.
What's on the inside is what counts for you. (Besides, you can always change the outside later!)

Do You Go For Brains or Body?

weird

You Are a Moderate Mama

You're not overly political, and your views fall more with the American mainstream.
In fact, it may be difficult for you to decide who to vote for at times!
Your approach to politics is reasoned and well though out.

Are You a Liberal Lady or a Conservative Chick?

so ironic. first i have feminine beauty, nxt im a guy

You Are 16% Girly

Um... you're a guy, right? If not, you're the most boyish girl in the world.
And for you, that's probably the ultimate compliment.

How Girly Are You?

You Give Good Advice ... Sometimes

When it comes to advice, you usually have something helpful to contribute.
However, there's been times when your advice was a bit wacky!
No matter what, though, your heart is always in the right place.

Do You Give Good Advice?

this is my favourite!

Your Power Color Is Gold

You're dependable and hard working. You never miss a deadline - and you're never late.
You have a clear sense of right and wrong. You're very detail oriented.
You get frustrated when your friends are sloppy - or when they don't follow through.
You're on top of things, and you wish that everyone else was!

What's Your Power Color?

ok thats it for now.
[[*i love.i admire.i deserve]

2006-10-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

again. long time ive nt posted. yep. well exams are over and im glad they are. its been abt 5 days since they last ended. but the process of studying for my exams were terrible.i dun even wanna rmb them. so i shall tok abt today. quite memorable actually.at 8.40am i went to sch. they were having netball trng for netball carn. though im nt involved in the game itself, i went cos im involved in the shoot.anw, i was to go out w my frens.today...we went to...east coast.to roller blade.well it was fun.at least i thought i cld roller blade.haha. then we went onto the real road. i cld have died..it was ok at first. we were skating n i was grabbing onto dawn (dun blame me...my first few times.)so...i reached a hump!!! n i fell face flat.bish! oooo.but its ok.im nt scarred.HAHA. anw...i soon got up n erm lin,sarah,ser,yajie were in front. until...we came to a slope...!!! this time i fell backwards.ohmygoodness.hurt my tailbone...cnt walk,sit,stand...nvm,. tolerance is a virtue! shant harp on it. but i wanna thank dawn ser n sarah for helping me!!! they were pulling me along...hehe. cos i was really really tired hehe. its really farnie. first, dawn held onto my hand nxt to me...then...we were swopping sides.i was going left,then she went right,i went right, she went left. haha.then i fell.but nvm. then we were going to get sth to eat.but i really cldnt move!!sry ppl! then...sarah was in front of me.haha.so i was grabbing her hand frm behind.its really weird.then ser came.so dawn on my right,ser on my left...then ser went forward to help the rest.haha.then sarah came back.so she was on my left n dawn on my right! haha! feel so pampered! haha. bt w/o those 3 ppl.i think i wont even get home.hehe. so thx man!

anw...tml getting results liao.im a bit scared.hehe.wonder if tml will be fine...i hope so :D

[[*i love.i admire.i deserve]

2006-09-06T20:11:00.000+08:00

omg i feel like killing myself. ammer im nt obsessed. mayb i was tt day but im nt now. haha. anyway, theres no point pursuing that thing. omg. ok im so sry if it seemed like obvious. will correct the situation. haha! ok nobody knws wad im toking abt. ammer u do. good. lol!

im stuck here with my pts. save me! too distracted to think abt anything else. i think this will reduce or eliminate my obsession. haha! i hope so anyway. its unhealthy anw... :D

ok back to hist pt...

[[*i love.i admire.i deserve]

2006-08-20T16:28:00.000+08:00

ok... my last update was like on 26th may. thats v sad. cos its now august 20th?! haha. well . the most significant event during this LOOOONNG period is well Firstly, im the vice chair of GB, together with theodora (v chair) and zoe (chairperson). this new position has led me to one of the most memorable camps i think i'll ever have. NATIONAL CAMP '06

Honestly, i was rather reluctant to go since there was a lot of work to do and knowing me, i got stressed. I felt tt 4 days of my life (10th to 13th aug) was going to be wasted. but no it wasnt. I was "enrolled" into Echo company together with tiddy. that was the first good thing - i wasnt alone in the company. the second best thing is that in my platoon (E1), there were 4 other rg girls haha. 2 of which are my classmates!!! haha. so it wasnt really an inter sch thing. haha. but the ppl in my platoon are really nice. omg. at first, we were still warming up. it was rather obvious that the platoon was divided between girls n guys and within the girls, we were divided too. until the last two days when we actually talked more to each other. yup.

well, let me introduce myself. i'm the victim of platoon one. thank you eugene. lol. well he started it all. n everyone continued. i shall not elaborate too much into it since it would mean that i am teasing myself which makes no sense at all... there was basically this guy who kept calling my name (according to eugene n ammer n everyone else...) to ask me stuff. well, i still insist that its cos i hv a watch n he wanted to knw the time. nobody else had a watch. so ya. so from day 2 onwards i hv been teased non stop omg rite? it was hell. yet. it has been claimed that my being the victim has made our platoon more bonded since they all had a COMMON TOPIC. so i guess it was worth it. anyway, i hv absolutely no interest in that guy who was also the victim (i was more of a victim though).

throughout the camp, we did stuff like paintball,mountain biking, indoor challenge, frisbee thing...the most interesting few was 1. kayaking 2. rapelling 3. standard obstacle course 4. campfire. ok i shall start with kayaking. so there we were, kayaking in a reservoir...not v glam but the water was still salty. tiddy was my partner. :D when we rafted up, our kayak always ended up with the same few kayaks that belongs to guys that LOVED to splash water at each other. so since we were IN BETWEEN, we were drenched after the thing. as expected, we all got fibre glass cuts. bt tts nt the point. another thing we did was to stand on our kayaks in th middle of the water!!! omg i have nv done tt b4. well now i have. it was thrilling!!! we were at the marcy of our partners. then we stood up n started singing. lol. everyone was wet. n it turned out that my fav phrase was "whats ur problem?!!" cos everyone was like spashing water at us. so errr it came outta my mouth naturally.

ok moving on to rapelling. i kinda conquered my fear of heights. anyway. what was interesting was that at the top of the structure, the few of us were praying that we wld nt end up rapelling on the lane where Tommy was being ropeman. everyone seemed to come to the consensus that that would b our death date if we were to be rapelling on tt lane. haha. anw, i had a gd laugh until it was my turn. i looked down n i was glad. cos it turned out tt tommy was nt rapelling any lane. phew. haha. ok this is being mean but ya. JOY! :D the officer helping my in my lane loves pork noodles. i think tts wad u call it. ba chor mee. dunno lah. anyway when i was trying to concentrate to get to the bottom safely, he asked me if i loved ba chor mee... so din. but when i reach the bottom, i was asked to say by my platoon mate. so i said "i love ba chor mee" lol. lame like hell.

now, the standard obstacle course. there was the rope challenge, the swing trainer which i tried v hard to complete but to no avail. then i look at the other half of my platoon (the guys) it was like v easy for them? like a piece of cake. goodness. anw, there was the obstacle course tt involved the height element. we were supposed to walk on planks elevated from the ground. it looked easy. but no...my legs shook. so in order to help me complete it, an ncc officer called alvin came up. haha. so he was walking in front of me n when i was abt to collapse, i grabbed onto his arm. heng man. if nt i sure die. he helped tiddy too. n yep she v grateful. i shall leave it to her to tell u her story. :D he was really nice :D in fact all the officers are nice. he allowed us to step on his hand so tt we cld get over the "low" wall. haha. tiddy really appreciated tt :D

finally, the campfire. our company's fav phrase is "whatever, whatever, what, what, whatever!" so ya. durign the camp fire, if anybody or any company said anythn lame, we said tt phrase. haha. then we'll be waving our hands in the air rigidly.lol. its really cool. ammer tiddy i eugene monkey boy jonovan were sitting near each other. n eugene was trying v hard to force ammer tiddy n i (but mostly ammer since shes frm ncc) to speak in a low voice (raffles trade mark). well she din do it. lol. so in order to please him for tt single moment, we went low. during the song "it only takes a spark" when every single company was singing, it came to the part "we'll shout it frm the mountain top" so we went "raffles" in the low caveman voice. haha. the gusy were amazed. haha. go raffles! :D ammer told me i was the only one among tiddy ammer n i to go lowest. bt tts wad she said. perhaps i did. still, im sticking to gb, not going ncc (even though their voice is like v low). haha.

the camp was really memorable. n im gona organise the nxt platoon outing (yes eugene , ure involved too) together w the other rg girls i suppose. we're going to meet somewhere. hmmmmm. haven decided yet. but tiddy was really excited abt meeting at her pri sch on tchr's day celebration...its near her home. no wonder. it turned out tt marcus n tiddy are pri sch mates!! haha. same platoon somemore.haha. ya yup. its a long post. so if u even reached this sentence, i must congratulate u :D do tag on my board. haha.

gtg liao.

sign off
echo platoon 1 victim

2006-03-25T14:29:00.000+08:00

my group during march camp

oooo. im back. many think ive died, seeing how stagnant the blog is. but realy v bz. still got essay to write but i shall blog first. nth much has been happening. just bz bz bz and bz. but there was the GB march camp in port dickson. super fun. thx to the organizing team. we had night games and night surprise. both exhilarating. actresses were good. the frightening ones were frightening and the crazy ones crazy. my group was grp 2 with ppl like julie, hil, peiling, gillian, sherlyn and hannah. all fun ppl. our skit on the last night involved the main characters "french fry" and "cheese fry".actresses are hil and pei ling respectively. they were supper funny. the theme was "Do everything in Love" and well, we had some twisted performance and i was narrating the story in which hil n pei ling were gangsters. with rough n alabaster skin respectively. since french fries have salt on em and cheese fries, cheese, u knw the texture. the 2 types of fries come from macs and KFC, so when the "girlfriends" of the gangsters (hannah and julie) took a lick of the salt on hil and cheese on peiling, we included a pun. "im lovin' it" for the french fry and "its finger lickin' good" for the cheese fry frm kfc. haha. me and my lame ideas. but the ppl laughed so i guess that idea was good. :)
Im v glad that i was grouped w such fun loving ppl. added spice to the camp. :)

i want a laptop. i NEED a laptop. my bro's going to SIM and i dun wanna compete for the com w him. i like the apple one...its nice. the ones in sch are soooo white. k im mad. but i like em.

cant wait to go for church on sunday. have nt gone for 3 weeks! my goodness. how could i do that? but i had other compulsory meetings etc ... but im am definitely going on sunday. hopefully jess will go w me.

Im a member in the organising team for internal outreach this may. psb is in charge to plan for it. we're gonna fish out potential psls for nxt yr. haha. I heard psb convention was v fun. sadly i missed it since i was at gb camp. regretting it. though not regretting going gor gb camp. sigh. i wish i can split into 2 and go for both. but u knw what ppl always say, u cant have the best of both worlds.

kae gtg write my expos essay on "Dreams" ... will produce a good one. with God's help. :)

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2006-01-21T19:53:00.000+08:00

hey! just came back from obs. n it totally RAWKS. my instructor was kenny. n my watch armstrong. kenny rawked toooooo!on the first day, a guy received us at the jetty of pulau ubin. he was wearing sunglasses n holding a walkie talkie. he was damn cool. n guess who he was? kenny. wif sun glasses...when we found out that kenny was tt cool guy, (he took off his sun glasses), we were disappointed. lolx! just kidding. actually hes nt bad looking lah.just that we told him that to suan him. ok back to obs. firstly...306 totally hated obs. all the mundane stuff. it was arduous at first. but when we got the hang of it...woo hoo!
first day: kayaking - capsize drill. my leg got stuck in the kayak cos i put it in the wrong position. n kenny kept pulling me out fo the kayak....ouch.after more kayaking. when we wanted to like get out due to time constraints. we stepped into mud!DEEP mud. n when u wanna get ur left leg out...right sinks in deeper. n vice versa. n guess wad?! i got stuck inside the longest. i cldnt move. had to get mel (amundsen's instructor) to save my life! n yes both our sandals n shoes were terribly soiled. sry mel!
2nd day. actually i cant rmb the order of what we did. but i do rmb that we did mroe capsizing. n my shoes totally lost their souls. but cld still use them to walk. lolx!
on subsequent days, we did stuff like treking, climbing the inverted tower, more pitching of tents,rock cimbing,night walk
treking was a little nt v good. cos we had to carry a VERY heavy bag to our camp site. v heavy! kenny wld probably b laughing but it was v heavy to me...we treked to a camp site but then, we had to leave. y? cos the other watches that were supposed to pass us the kayaks had to stop at a destination nearer to them. they were against the current. actually quite poor thing. in obs, everythn must go for it! if nt v wasted. so i dun regret anythn.
ok climbing the inverted tower was sth i thot i'd nv accomplish. but wif dawn's help, we reached the top! i was like shivering! but then it wasnt so bad. nw i wanna thank JN for belaying me. Amelina, nancy, liting, divya,anna, sutha etc for gving me instructions on hw to climb! wanna thank kenny for repeatedly helping me tie the rope when i forgot how to.so i reached the top~ great sense of accomplishment!
rock climbing gives me the shivers. i was climbing and about to fall on. guess wad happened? i started swinging like a pendulum.there r 4 sides to this construction. i swung frm the one i was climbing on, to the other side. i was slowly let down. n cried out of shock. boo hoo.
for the pitching of tents. i feel that i cld hv contributed more. so sry tent mates.they include jn, chen hoon, madhu.v sry. there were other things tht i did that u guys werent happy abt. sry for that too.
night walk was exhilarating! we walked down a path together n suddenly, mel dropped the bomb. we had to go up one by one. w/o using torchlight! i kept hearing panting sounds behind me. i thot it was a wild boar. then...i kept seeing dark patches (which were grooves in the ground) n i avoided them. thinking they were wild boars. i oso thot i saw ppl squatting down n trying to catch me. thye were actually leaves n trees. lolx! but super scary!i finally reached the top. n guess wad? i stepped into a puddle of mud...too happy that i was up there to notice that mud thing.
we did kayaking for 7hrs straight, one round pulau ubin!i thot i wld nv do it. but i did! my partner yi xin was sea sick. b4 that we were rather annoyed wif each other. so i wana apologise to her for getting pissed off. cos the tide was against us. after she got sea sick,i had to paddle alone. so v tired. in the end, we changed partners. n guess who was the one sitting in front of me? Alicia. Alicia NG. jiang he's pri sch best fren! lolx. so we renamed the kayak the "alicia kayak"! lolx.throughout the camp i did miss jiang he. i think so far in rgs, other than qian, shes my best fren liao. we practically do everythn together. so it wont change! even if we're in diff classes.so when we reached the shore, we sat in a circle. n cheered.liqi, charlene, madhu, i n a few other prefects n psls led the cheering. n we sang dedication. kenny was like gay-ly saying in a high pitched tone, "yay! rgs rawks". i shall take it that it was on purpose...i hope so...during the kayak, those instructors were like sitting on speed boats...n us? gruelling on kayaks that were abt to capsize. kenny was wearing this cap.n it cld b extended such that he looked like the japanese kempetai is tt hw u spell it? when we told him that, he said sth in jap. i hv no idea what it was...lolx
on the last day, we had to clear up. wash all the tents lah...mesh tins (is tt hw u spell it?)then we bought souvenirs after paying kenny for the burnt tent (due to lighting of mos coil.eh hmm dawn n co.'s mos coil)lolx.n for the pictures we took on the first day in our horrible wet clothes after capsizing...we asked kenny to write personal notes n to sign it. yep. as if hes a star...lolx.he prob felt like one.i bought a black t-shirt to serve to strive n nt to yield...chen hoon has a sew on patch wif the word outward bound singapore. then i was thinking. y nt get kenny to sign it? so i told her tt idea, her eyes literally lit up! so i went to buy one. n we ran to find kenny. lucky he has a permanent marker. so he was again a ming2 xin1. JN said "wah kenny today u like star like tht, sign autographs.only TODAY" lolx. n we laughed. we love suaning him. he quite poor thing. but i think hes used to it. after the previous RI armstrong watch suaned him abt his height n gf too.lolx! so now that signed sew on patch is in my wallet. it has mel's sig too.:)
IN TOTAL: obs was fun. enriching. enlightening. exhilarating. i hv no regrets going. i hv 7 mos bites. no sand fly bites. 4 minor cuts due to the kayak. (i was blessed that when i was in the deep mad, i din cut myself) 2 major sun burns. one on forehead. one on my thighs. hw did i get the one on my thighs? i was applying sunblock while standing up. when i sat down, the ends of my FBTs kinda rolled up...so that part was burnt. n its v red.!n painful. sheesh.lolx.
finally, kenny rawks. hes v nice. v suan-able. n 306 totally loves kenny!every msn nick has "i miss kenny" "kenny rawks". i think we miss him for than obs. after all, it was partly due to him that made obs funnnn.lolx.there was once when we were at night walk. kenny went off first. so that he wld be a the original place where we started off to receive us when we reach after our long way back alone. those who arrived first few, i was like number 5. sat in a circle. he was sitting on that portable chair. so we said. " kenny, r u a man anot? let us sit lah!" n he finally did1 he sat on the grass wif us. n i said "now we're equals". lol. then he leaned on his elbow in a model (girl model) like position. n i was like "kenny, u think ure models ah? cannot pass leh"...n he has the usual rolling eyes expression, w/o rolling his eyes.knw wad i mean? the wadeva kinda look. but nt pissed off. the nice but wadeva kinda look... ok nvm.
okie. im done!there nth else. just emailed kenny. its like 9pm liao
gotto go church tml!
bye!
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2005-12-05T22:46:00.000+08:00

Took a weird test sent by a fren... this is the result
Alicia, you're a Bernese Mountain Dog! No bones about it, you're a good-hearted, people-loving Bernese Mountain Dog. Down-to-earth and loyal, no one works or plays harder than you do. You put your nose to the grindstone when it really counts, but you never neglect your social calendar. Simultaneously strong and sweet, you're very tuned-in to the feelings and needs of the other dogs you run with. Without having to be asked, you always have a helping paw to lend and a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. "Communication" is your middle name, and when that's paired with your unswerving devotion, you get a breed that everyone respects and trusts. Woof!

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2005-11-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

hey. hols started liao. n yes i havent blogged for a while. changed my tag board though. its some flash version yep. ok let me update on my recent events.
1. sch ended with my 3.70 gpa score. quite pleased. could hv done better though. n im toking abt my carelessness in math. but its over so i shall nt harp on it.
2. i ve bought my textbks 4 nxt year and well...im in a triple sci history class. just as i wanted. :) i think all of my classmates got their 1st choice. those taking history include jiang he, tian fei, FeL, samantha etc...those in geog include lisa, shiaox, hong chuan, marjorie, shuna and shara. i sure hope im in the same class as jiang he or those taking history. they're great frens :)
3. my latest tv show craze is rainbow connection. ok im nt really crazy abt it. i just think that wang jian yi is cute. ok u can protest (violently). but one man's meat is another man's poison...ok this sounds disgusting. but u may hv another cup of tea lolx. but lately they hv been reating the story of xiao ai and niuniu. they scandal n all...so its rather boring? yup. i missed it during psl camp.
4. yes im a psl. n i went for camp frm nov 21st to 23rd. it was a great camp but cld hv been better if nt for my allergy. i didnt even knw i was allergic to sth until i ate the lunch. well...my lips started peeling...then i swelled up. its recovering nw..though still redder than usual. i was in grp one with ppl like claire, vivian, valerie, chao-ying, debbie. the spsls are shu han and xian ying. all of em r nice people :) i rmb us (the psls) grabbing each others hands and walking in the dark as we roamed frm station to station, approaching the fright awaiting us. we had a rude shock when we approached the squash courts which were once rumoured to hv ghosts lolx. then ppl like deborah and yenlin came "booing" at us. n well...we screamed. i din. cos i closed my eyes throughout the long walk. to our worst nightmare, we went to the wrong station. so we had to leave. n yes come back again...n get scared again. since we were the last, a few more spsls joined in the scare us further. 'twas simply great. lolx. i am finally given the psl collar pin. looks good. at least my collar wont be plainly white...its shiny :)
5. lastly, i hv just gone to lighthouse evangelism chruch in woodlands. yeah quite far but nvm. the praise n worship session was like a rock concert. lolx. n yes the youth co-ordinator was v enthusiastic. i met hippo. yes jonathan chung. din knw he went there. yup. im looking forward to going there this sunday. anyone wanna join me? msg me. lolx. my mum bought me a necklace today. it has a cross on it. really nice. love it. thx mum :)
ok i shall go now. will blog soon...i think...
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2005-10-30T01:03:00.000+08:00

im sorry if i have offended anybody in my last post.n pls. if u wanna tell me im tactless...be tactful when u say it...n be objective.not side one person n blame me when u havent even read the post. hw different r u frm wad u say abt me then?! n if u dun even knw my personality u hv no right to say anythn that hurts me cos u dun hv my point of view... N I MEAN NO RIGHT at all.
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2005-10-28T21:46:00.000+08:00

woo hoo. its been a WHILE since i last blogged. loads have been happening.in a nutshell, great events include 1. me being a psl 2.my getting into smp (still got final round) 3.my eoys. 4.my miraculous marks for geog n history. 5. my quarrel wif a good fren 6. india exchange programme (they came over)...yup tts basically the main events that happened so far for the 3-4 mths.in fact the last point (6) ended today. other minor events include my bdae, jiang he's bdae n sth i suddenly forgot...lolx.yup.
ok lets start with my story on my bdae on 24th july.yes tt was really loooong ago but i din blog.so here it goes. lets see...nth much really happened.i received a few presents,smiled and became 14. rather boring rite. anw...for jiang he's bdae on 23rd oct (now tts recent, just after eoys), i gave her a book called "han2 guo2 si4 da4 nv3 xin1" i think. n well, those 4 ppl include choi ji woo (is tt hw u spell it?) n song4 hui4 qiao2...she loves em. yup. so she was rather happy abt it and all...
ok next. my being a psl was rather a erm...nice surprise. i simply followed marge by signing up for the interview, thinking it would be interesting if we both got in. n well...luck was on my side during tt interview. i had thot of a joke b4 hand and told it to those ppl interviewing me. cos they asked "tell a joke". i kinda drawed tt card. yup. so im in n that led me to my exchange programme with indians frm india...i was rather reluctant at first cos it clashed with my 3rd language class. sigh. but it turned out to be fantastic! the guys n gals were really nice. in fact they were v mature people. i got a chance to learn more abt their culture n even saw their dance item which was certainly eye opening. in fact one of the guys looked liek jerry yen. i knw u're thinking im siao but he has that kinda look if u knw wad i mean. he's limin's buddy. hes quite egoistic. u'd nv guess wads his email add. anw i cant post it here. PRIVACY!. yup. anw. my buddy was a girl. shes called Anjana. v sweet girl. i could communicate with her the moment i met her. yes n i gave her a letter writing pad, and she gave me an ornamental item. will hang it up soon.:) i had the farewell dinner with them last nite. though the food was rather spicy i cld take it :) we tried eating with our hands...v difficult. geraldine was practically stuffing her hand into her mouth. i nearly lost my appetite!!! those indians r really nice ppl! will nv forget this experience. this mth, many things turned out to be a blessing in disguise!
the next blessing is my geog n hist test. my answering method was SO different from my friends n i was DEAD worried.there was a question asking my opinion whether or not Singapore was facing greater difficulties in their population policies than china. whilst my frens wrote down all the problems...i kinda explained why Singapore had greater difficulties. i thot i was wrong...but it turned out to be right :) i funniest thing is this. i made a careless mistake(or so i thot) by writing the sex ratio is more or less IMbalanced. i thot i was supposed to be balanced. it turned out that i was right! it was imbalanced but not v noticeable. so this is really LUCK! maybe tts y i managed to score 19.5/20 for geog! woo hoo!. im not boasting. im expressing my joy. :) kk regarding history. its the same thing. the question was regarding HDB and the Bukit ho swee fire providing HDB with an opportunity to erm solve the housing problems. my ans were v diff frm ym frens. i said it solved resettlement problems (if i elab more on tt point i wld have gotten 10/10 but nvm) and erm the BHS fire provided an opportunity for the HDB to prove their efficieny, making ppl more attracted to buying HDB flats. it seems repeated but it turned out otherwise.:) i siad trust(in the HDB) was v impt in allowing hdb to fulfill their task. i duno if tt was right. i guess i took a risk.n it was a success. :) im nt gloating. im just pleased.
oh yes! i rmb my other minor matter tha happened. actually, its MAJOR! LEE RYAN RELEASED HIS DEBUT ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! N I BOUGHT IT! i bet tt wasn't a surprise. tracks include "army of lovers", "turn your car around", "when i think of you", "how do i?" etc. i love "when i think of you" the most. the stanza i love is thus "you're my past, my future. my all, my everything. my six in teh morning when the clock rings and i open my eyes to a new day. my laughs, my frowns. my ups, my downs. it's a feeling that you get when you know that something's true. when i think of love i think of you" *swoons* ahhh!!! it totally rawks. oh ya. ryan cabrera is good too. i especially like the songs "true" and "photo". his type of singing is a little like lee though they cannot be compared. lee is MUCH better...duh?
finally. i had this kinda "quarrel" with my good fren who shall nt be named. its regarding research studies grouping. i was hoping to group up with her. but she went with someone else when we had agreed b4 tt we wld do the project together nxt yr.i was really hurt. din knw wad to do. i mean i nv thot of who else to pair up with since i totally "depended" on her.so i was really sad. kinda cried. im tempermental. but wadeva. n ya u knw the analogy that friendship is a piece of glass. i guess ours kinda broke. so even though we r talking like usual again, these this "wound". so the fracture on the glass can nv be erased. we're nt as close. though im trying to allow things to return to normal. though many dun c it as such a big deal, i kinda do.rather sad. she the kinda person who erm...how to say.u can be enthusiatic and here comes the indifferent response.its irritating and hurting at times.its me running to her to say hi...me waiting for her. me reminding others to wait for her...its tiring and not at all "rewarding". its nt that i wun rewards but i kinda wish i get sth back...like a smile? i dunno. mayb i cant c frm her pov. maybe...so i dun entirely blame her.mayb im to clingy. so i think im erm relaxing the "grip" if there ever was one...
well...this quarrel led to me joining the Science mentorship program with lim jie. cos tt can replace research studies.i got in for the 1st round but lim jie...you knw wad i mean.so im doing with the nice nice francesca lolx. anw...the project frankie n i proposed is regarding evolution, dna, genetic engineering...cloning...somatic manipulation or somethn liek tt. its v intriguing... and an exciting experience... i do hope i get it...will look good in my resume when i apply for a job in tt area. though i duno what dna has to do with being a psychiatrist.ypu...well tts it
if u have read till this paragraph...i marvour u...pls tag on my board if u did...wanna acknowledge this good fren :) n i knw one who will...is it u? well...life has to go on. n i knw i WILL be really bz nxt yr. it will b exciting yet tiring. so its slack time now!
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2005-06-23T01:22:00.000+08:00

i've made a drawing of lee...as in the words lee ryan. its rather cool. take a look
http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?iihxcy1ena70
anw...lee is producing his cd in july!!! omg im so happy...
thats the best mth...on the count that my birthday is in july it'll be a g8 bdae gift!!! cant wait. its called army of lovers...:) so happy!!! ok i shall go scream for joy..!!!
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2005-06-17T22:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE RYAN!!! omg hes 22 today!!! still young and good looking!!!
i wonder how he celebrated his bdae today.gona sing him a song!!! though he cant hear it. heh. today is a rather acomplishing day.on the count that i have internalised at least 80% off all the notes on the fall of singapore n the syonan years and i have finally finished my argumentative essay assigned by TLL on online piracy.( i kinda spent a few hours on that...will work on it...but quiality should be ok) :) really happi today. not only becos of my fulfilling day, it is also lee's bdae. hehe....hyperventilating here. ok nvm. :) -skips- yayayay.
the sad sad thing is that the hols are ending... inly one week left. sad. n next week is packed with projects...both chi n finalisation of math n violin prac with hong chuan cos of the ACP thingy for sec 2 aesthetics. n i hv a training camp on teh 24th. when will the horror end?!!!
anw...i've got to go n well...(i 'll think of sth else to do...)
rmb to wish lee a happi birthday!
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2005-06-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

hey its the hols.so called hols.got some pts.sigh.when sch reopens still got tests.but i am slacking.mayb a little too much.ok wad do i have to do...chinese pt, math pt n study for both hist n geog.sigh...sometimes its a hassle to blog..sianz.nth has happened.other than getting my iPod photo for my bdae. tts all.(early bdae gift).but still gotta blog.if not damn stagnant.yesh.tml is thursday.a day i hv waited for quite a while.well,a week actually.i think only shiao n qian knws y.but wth.lolx.ok i gtg n do some stuff.dunno.havent decided.hmm...
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2005-05-20T22:33:00.000+08:00

Hey.im not gona say ive not blogged for a long time (as i always do) im trying to be capricious n sophisticated.okok.jk.anw.today i had my jap show n tell regarding lee (my fav idol). i put in loads of effort and it turned out well.i can say mine was quite unique for i play part of a Blue song to emphasize the fact that Lee is a good n fantastic singer.:)Anw, i hope i had a good score for that.i need to pull up my marks. Actually im kinda pleased or satisfied with myself this year. my grades are not fantastic but at least i finally got a 4.0 for my fav sub -- history :). i din do well for lit cos i din really knw the book well then. just like e others. cos we had many replacement teacher's for our original one. Anyway, i also got a 4.0 for math n chi.too bad tt i got a lower grade for science.but im quite happy with my main EOI paper.not my pts. ive been hoping for a 4.0 for science on the count that i intend to take triple science nxt year n obviously together with history :). i hope my grades will maintain.
i knw i cant compare with the top few.but i can safetly n quite confidently say that i am above class average. actually tts good enuff for me. :). im half a perfectionist n half someone who pursues excellence. (according to the lil' quiz at assembly at e hall today)
dunno wads wrong, but my class has the sudden craze for neopets. even i got affected a lil'.i have a yurble,bori n lupe.all Blue in colour n u knw why. :) i mean its a good way to relax.afterall the pet will nv die even if u dun feed it. lolx.i've been picking up treasure maps.lolx.ok...wad else to report...yup.my to do list.
my to do list: for the hols 1. study History 2. study biology 3. finish the final 1 1/2 of my chi yue du bao gao. 4. train my stamina.
for now 1. study for formative zi du kao cha. omg thats it!!!
omg!!! i just realised i hv forgottened to practice my violin. tml morn must prac n learn one chapt of zi du kao cha.only got 2.hmm.
ok i gtg liao.gotta go do other stuff before sleeping:) [[*i love.i admire.i deserve]

2005-05-09T13:14:00.000+08:00

I HATE GEOG.I HATE GEOG.I HATE GEOG.I HATE GEOG.I COULD GO ON FOREVER...i hate geog *trails into the distance* ok wadeva.i still hate geog.i only passed.by half a mark. i n geog = conflict. i go crazy studying for it n i get nth in return.WHERE IS THE EQUALITY?!!!! THE DAMN DAMN...HAIZ.im so not taking geog during sec three.i love history only.i cant believe i did tat badly for geog.sigh.y is it always so.*tears welling in eyes* ok i can survive.june hols are coming.i pray a miracle will happen so i can do well for geog.i think im a history student.yup.n in historic terms, geog is history to me.sigh.wad to do...get on with life.got a lot of hmk.any i think i gotta take things easy.fail then fail as long as i did my best ok liao.i can catch up in other subjects like HISTORY RITE? *erm rite? sigh.*breathes in deeply*
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2005-03-20T15:45:00.000+08:00

just got back from batam retreat.went wif my cca.it was rather relaxing n we like got a chance to know each other better.as in really.i was really lucky that i got marjorie as my room mate on the count that she is the only one from my class tat is in my cca.we got this suite with 2 other room mates.we took this ferry called penguin pride.lolx.the trip there was ok.besides the fact that i nearly vomitted.

i was in grp 7 together with ppl that i totally din know well.but they turned out fine.anw.the food was served in buffet so we gotta eat like a lot.n everyday's food is different n goood.lolx.we did something that was banned in spore.paint ball fighting. we basically shot paint balls at other grps in order to get the opposite grp's flag.but it hurt.leaving bruises for some.

since we slept at ard 12 to 1 am every night,we were basically half dead when we woke up at 6 in e morn.so we were sleepin trhu devotion.lolx.which isnt gd of cos.but we were jus too tired.

the whole camp was rather ok.the happenings were rather mild until we came to the last night.but before that, we had squad time, grp time, and all the presentations we had to prepare(btw, my grp won the presentation part.but y? i duno.we were shocked.so were the others) on the last day (at nite),we played real life cluedo.we had to go to rooms,in the dark and visit the suspects for the murder of dorothy (our cca chairperson) and dorothy aka borothy as well.omg.she basically rose from the dead. n debbie, (v chairperson) was crazy.as in really crazy.schizophrenic to be exact.she was throwing her medicine bottles.which were shampoo bottles on the ground trying to scare us whilst we searched the room for clues n evidences.dorothy on the other hand had her face filled with talcum powder n a white towel over her body and her hair all over her face.well, it scared the daylights(or nightlights) outta the 1st grp who did nt hav mental preparation.she was walking all over the room in pink socks.lolx.but i was more terrified of her b4 i saw her. we oso went to the other rooms, but those suspects were ok.n it turned out that the clues were useless.all the suspects hated dorothy(in the story) and well, the killers turned out to be debbie n ying han.we shld hav known the 2 v charipersons wld hav been made to kill her.anw, the reason was becos dorothy stole yinghan's bf.lolx.which isnt real of cos.lolx.but the clues were really useless.the whole thing was jus thrillin i suppose.

tat night, some of my frens dreamt of dorothy.nt in that costume but she herself. duno y.lolx.i enjoyed the camp pretty much.but really wanna thank the camp com for putting the camp together.n the teachers for taking the time to prepare this overseas trip for us.thx:)
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2005-01-17T21:49:00.000+08:00

woah damn long nv blog liao.today finally managed to squeeze out time.lolx.its been rater hecttic n im finding blogging rather like a chore.its like in sec 1 its all new n 'exciting' but now, its sian.its wake up,stdy,eat,hmk,slp.of cos including brushing of teeth.bt u knw wad i mean.i did nt get a nokia 7270 but i gt a 7270 - 10.so its kinda ok.i like it anw.its black n ns.lolz.

i hav managed to quit tribune.*glees* lolx.i knw it sounds mean. but i finally hav tat burden off my back.lolx.joy!.ok anw...the sec ones have comke in n i think e whole world knws that xi lin men's wen wen is in my sch.no biggy.nvm.some r tall n others are cute in size.my mortal hasnt replied my letter yet...but im suppressing my anger.lolx.

let me take this time to scold someone noone knws.except mayb a few of my close frens.here it goes.u r no smarter than me u twit.ure the big idiot whu goes after girls younger than u.u stick out like a sore thumb.u r fickle minded n proud.looking at u makes my eyes sore.i'd rather look at a charcoal faced guy than take a glimpse of u.u suck big time.ure worse than a dog.pigs do more work than u.the sight of u makes me think there r many ppl happier than u.u look like a dried up cactus when u spike ur ur so called 'hair'.or fur.okok...*takes a breath of air.*

ok i gtg liao.qi4 ye3 siao1 le4.:)nite ppl.
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2005-01-02T21:13:00.001+08:00

haiz.sch's starting liao.sian.im looking forward to it 40%...n dreading it the other.i dread the work load.i dread the long wait for the nxt holiday.dread.haiz.i hav packed my bag n all those stuff.wonder whu my teachers r gona b.i probably wun blog for the nxt fw weeks.maybe.i oso hav nth to say.christmas was nth.nth much.no gifts.unlike b4.sianz.today is counted as sian-day.ok since i hav nth to say i shall leave.lolx.au revoir
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2005-01-02T21:13:00.000+08:00

2004-12-21T21:24:00.001+08:00

i sorta 'made' this layout.as in i changed the pic n all those stuff.lol.so i finally hav a lee ryan layout.lolx.satisfied.ive been rather troubled wif my cca schedule n all those thingy.cos gb is on mon n wed, i thot band was on wed.so i decided to quit band.but now...im afraid tat on mon n wed gt the official gb meeting n band.which means i hav to change third lang days.n tuition days.i dun get e jap teacher i wun.i dun understand y every yr i hav a major problem.this is the biggest so far.pls God...help me.pls.headache.help!haiz.i hav to wait until sch starts to settle this darn prob.so here i go.wish me luck!
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2004-12-15T01:38:00.000+08:00

well...ive changed my layout.nice?anw,it may b hard to find the tagboard.cos theres some problem.but i will get it done soon.so if u find the link "tagboard" on any of my pages jus click, instead of clicking on the picture which states 'others'.well,yesterday i rushed through doing 5 pages of my chinese project.so frm tml onwards i will start on the trip to europe.as in start on doing the project abt the trip.ive developed the photos.quite ok.at least i cant c my big nose on most of them.lolx.i duno y.but somehw i am nt used to singapore.especially the weather.i love the weather in europe.chilly outside but cool.lolx.ive been slacking.think i may nt b used to life in rgs.better start stressing myself out.lolx.crazy rite?

haiz.theres nth much to tok abt today is there?i went to repair my specs which i broke AGAIN.seesh.i broke it on the trip...ok...and tat was all.boring life.nth much to read abt.so i gtg liao.kinda tired.nagging cant stop....gone...
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2004-12-13T01:21:00.000+08:00

g8.im back.frm london.(my last destination) and yes,now i do have the right to be depressed.cos one of our luggages have gone missing.i duno wth it is now.but all i knw is tat my BLUE t shirt is in it.yes,the one i spent $50 buying at the concert last september.i really dunwun to lose it.haiz.

anw,switzerland was g8.finally gt to touch snow.n lie on it.too bad i din c snow falling.always wished to.wasnt v cold though.but it was rather a hassle to put our coats on and off.i bought a swatch watch frm swiss and took loads of photos.of the scenic places.learnt loads of history and y swiss was affected during war though they had signed the peace treaty.they were helping germany make weapons and well...got affected as well.but no one wuns to attack the swiss cos of their terrain.loads of highlands.i 'conquered' the jungfraugh mountain.the temp was -15.lol.the oxygen was limited.so even climbing stairs was tiring.oh ya,i oso bought loads n loads of chocolate.wun one? heard their chocs r the best in the world.rather sweet.to satisfy the sweet tooth some ppl have.

france sux.totally.i dun care if u speak french or is in the process of learning tat lang.france sux BIG time.if u were to giv the list of countries wif the best service frm best to worst.france will nt even b in the list.cos there's no serivice to talk abt.u can ask them to repeat their sentence n they will giv u the look.they cant speak a word of english for pete's sake.too proud to learn that lang.tat explains y thiery henry's attitude sux.HES FRM FRANCE.seesh! so wad if they own the biggest museum,so wad if they hav a rich history?(of war)...so wad if king louis the 14 15 16 were involved there?!!! they suck.the people suck.period.talent din come frm there.talent of the arts came frm italy.whu said leonardo was frm france?! paris is where princess diana died.the darn place which made prince william lose his mum.seesh!.their walls r filled wif grafities,their traffic sux.no rules at all.u can hear the horning of the cars everywhere on the darn streets.ok.enuff of france.sickening.

london rox.really.except their airport which i will tok abt later.the weather is gd.their water is cleaner (unlike paris) and their traffic is much smoother.their service is gd too.at least they speak english! i visited the tower of london,the bridge isnt there anymre.sold to america i thnk.n guess wad.they wasted 1 million pounds jus to get a creative name for their hall.n guess wad it turned out to b. the 'city hall'.hw stpd can tat b? i visited the wax museum.gt scared stiff in the chamber of horrors where there were life actors scaring ppl.so i closed my eyes throughout.so they came closer to me n growled.grr...oh yes.i oso took a tube to get to places as it was free n easy on the last day.

tats abt all.rather tired now.zzzz....
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2004-12-01T01:58:00.000+08:00

well,im leaving for europe tml...actually today,on the count tat it's past midnight.so just in case i die in a plane crash,i need to tell everyone sth. u all have been part of my life to make it as eventful as it is now.so if i were ever wish to lose u, i wld be dead.thx for everything.especially those few.u knw whu u r.love u.and dun get depressed if i pass away.find other ppl.u deserve it.:)

ok enuff of tat depressing stuff.now im still slogging.doing my chinese project which i think i will nv finish.but i heard that ri has a lot more hmk so i shant complain.

today was a rather gd day for me.i shant relate it cos its a secret.but if u hav any idea (only one person does) jus to tell u tat i had a g8 time.cos u rawk!lol.sad tat i wun c u for a few weeks but its ok.ok enuff of tat too.

so long nv blog liao.my friends hav been asking me to update.so here i am.its a boring holiday,but i knw that when i come back frm europe.if i even do come back.that sch wld be starting v soon.crap.haiz.i think i hav been v slack this hols.din do much work.n almost everyday,i wake up in the p.m. and well,skip breakfast.sometimes.
ok gtg n slp.parents chasing liao.will blog when i get back.!
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2004-11-19T19:34:00.000+08:00

heyz.finally came back.had nth else to do.practiced my violin,read, clear a little of my table.so i can say the day is done.i like this new song i put up.though its kinda old, its nice.so live wif it.lolx.i had so much time that i even changed the picture.i prefer the one b4 though.but hes nice everywhere.anw, blue has produced their best of blue album liao.i waiting for the limited edition stock.apparently, its all been bought.i dun care.i WILL get it.i hope.
haiz.been reading 'the da vinci code' by dan brown recently.thx lynette for introducing e bk to me.its interesting.cant stop reading.nt that i am a bk worm or anythn.
there has been nth much on tv recently, except idol.i support taufik.but im nt crazy abt him.i mean, hes a normal human too.lol.olinda is gd and i think sylvester will make it gd in the chinese music industry.dun u agree?ok i knw u cant reply to this msg cos tag board is messed up.too lazy to change the tag board host though.so if u knw me, jus drop me a comment.
btw, that sucky poem that is moving upwards on ur screen nw was written by me.in less than 50 seconds.lolx.slip slop work.sry.i think it jus rhymes thats all.though thats nt all to a poem.but since the words fit in...why nt?since life during the hols is such a bore.(nt that i want to go back to sch)

we have this chinese project.i think i am procrastinating.cos i hav decided to base it on my trip to europe (swiss,paris,london) frm 1st dec to 12th.so i hav to jot down notes.seesh.but i have to rush into doing that project right after my long holiday outta singapore.im nt really exicted actually.on the thought that i have to take a 13hr flight...night flight! i cant slp.i'll be a panda the nxt day.for sure.shld take a picture of me.(gona get my digi cam soon!)lolx.ok ive nth much to say nw.jus that if u guys r free, go sign up at http://myspace.com kinda cool place.sign up liao then tell me.i'll add u.
ok gtg think of sth to do.bye!
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2004-11-09T17:40:00.000+08:00

feeling slightly better.even though my cough has worsen.nth much to do today.went for replacement class and came back.eating some maggi mee nw.got to take madicine soon.the fever hasn't burned my brain.jus heated it up a little.wadeva
anw, LEE RYAN HAS AN OFFICIAL WEBSITE! omg! http://www.officialleeryan.com hw cool is tat?very cool.the site is so cool.go check it out.he totally rawks.
the sky is overcast.hopefully it wont be 2ml.got a bbq.im marinating the darn chkn wings.30 of them.tedious job i think.so i need loads of rest.on the count that i may cough all my germs into e food.gtg liao.nth much to say.bye!
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2004-11-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

fever...brain burn.if i pass any tests nxt yr, it will be a miracle.lol.my temperature reached 39.3 and i may not see 2ml.have been resting throughout this darn day an skipped tuition.but got to go for make-up lesson 2ml.duno if i can even make it.my fever has hardly dropped.but i dont feel shiverish.grr.feel so restless n USELESS.cant do anything and i have only started on the front page of my chi project.stressed liao.
i went to take my report book today.more like report PAPER cos my school has not finished printing the books.seesh.did quite ok.not sure abt class position.my class highest score is 3.8.my vice chairman got that marks.wad do u expect.she comes back from sch and mugs.and on saturdays, she mugs the whole darn day.i wld have died if i were her.i got 3.55 which is way far off.but i improved frm my 1st semester's 3.31.quite satisfied liao.at least i hit a 3.5!!! my geography improved by 20 marks.omg.sorry.anw my literature dropped.waste.if only all maintained the same results.but cant ask for too much.i will work harder if my brain dosent burn.
im at home nw, with my father and he's nagging.both pa's and ma's nag the same.im already sick.CANT U GUYS CUT ME SOME SLACK?IM ALREADY GOING CRAZY OVER THE DARN BBQ THINGY.MY PARENTS REALLY KILLS ME.ONE SAYS I CAN SLEEP ON THEIR BED WHEN THEY R NOT AT HOME AND THE OTHER SCOLDS WHEN THEY FIND OUT.GRR.wad do i do?do all parents scold when their kids have a fever or get sick?im sick of them bickering over small stuff.drives me mad.great, now my mum's home.i need to say my prayers...
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2004-10-30T00:40:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh, i feel like screaming.i got my results today n i still cant believe it.ok im not gloating, jus dead happy!omg!!!1stly it was eng,i din do very well for compo as expected,but my compre BLASTED mee off.from a common test score of 23 and half upon 40 i shot up to 30/40. i was staring at my paper,but this is still not the unbelievable.let me tok abt the others 1st.for chi, my compo sucker n i was a little surprised that my ying yong wen actually got 15/20 but i got over tat.my chi was as usual, so nth much.here comes history, the 2nd shock.the teacher, b4 handing back the papers, told us abt how they marked the essays n i was recollecting whether i had wrote any of them.i was starting to get worried until i got my paper back.i stared at my structured essay n practically screamed.i had 5/6 for the 1st time!!!!ok nw u may think i am proud but i am so dead happy for being a failure since mths ago.let me continue.so i had a overall of 33/40 for everythin history.then come GEOGRAPHY.THE BANE OF MY HEART(learnt this phrase from shiaoxx) i was so flustered and when i got my paper, i couldnt believe it.i got 33/35 for the 'essay' part.my weakest.i rubbed my eyes, as in literally.i thot that wasnt my paper until my fwen gasped.cos they knew all along that my geog sucked.so it got round most of the ppl in my class n they were honestly rather shocked too.so in total wif mcq, i had 50/55.2nd in class.the 1st was a mark higher.congrats hong chuan!so maths was just 45/50 due to my stupid careless mistakes and presentation.seesh.so i improved to my pleasant surprise.most ppl did anyway.n if i am not wrong, my class position is 15.which is ookok la.not gd n not bad.

BUT.i fell.in e morning.it happened to be raining.so the stairs that were exposed were dead slippery.i din notice and walked down.n poof! i landed on the ground and my butt n legs are so sore until now.i hav this disgusting blue-black(more of purple actually) on my right thigh and it hurts when i stand straight or touch it.but i can endure...i bruised but still managed to get to muh sch for drama night.it wasnt as bad as i thot it wld be.the skits were rather good and my gd fwen's class got 2nd! woohoo! go QIAN! i expected them to get 1st though.but nvm.xiner was gd!anw, the thing soon ended and here i am typing at lightning speed.feel tired, as in physically.asked my 'kor' to tell me the results for the singapore idol but i guess he forgot or could not.thx for agreeing anyway!i found out christopher got kicked out.i think hes kinda cute but cant help it that his singing sucked.so its sad.

im jus glad abt my results.so i gtg, sleep,rest,slack...anythin!
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-10-26T16:30:00.000+08:00

after yesterday, i hav decided to hate him forever.i mean so does he.n i dun have A SINGLE feeling of making fwens anymore.Actually i'm glad, cos i do not hav to waver about thinking whether or not.i shant relate teh incident for i do not wish to rmb it in a few weeks time but i am more worried about my results.as in EOYs.Hiaz.shldnt worry actually, afterall the papers hav already been handed up.Theres nth i can do much abt it.But i feel much more relaxed than after psle.cos this tough mugging for eoys has really worn me out.i am so NOT used to not stdying that i am actually reading out of boredom, also to keep me bz from worrying too much.so i guess i shall jus slack, practice violin, read, watch tv, go for tuition(jus signed up for the learning lab, its quite ok), surf the net.and so on.if u noticed, out of the list, more than 60% has to do with relaxing.i tell u, i am definitely gona let my hair down.i am not going to MUGG any longer.or at least until i come back from my horrifying trip to switzerland,paris and london.

Gues wad. i jus found out that i left my adidas waterbottle in sch.its probably in the darn gym or my classroom.the chance of getting it back is...30%...haiz.my fav waterbottle, although it has scratches on it.haiz
since theres no sch tml, i think i can probably only get it back by...thurs?(that is if my fwen wld help me,cos i my class wasnt chosen to take part in the drama nite. rehersals on thurs.so if only my fwen wld get it for me)no choice...anw, i gtg n ...slack..
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-10-22T13:42:00.000+08:00

omg exams r SO OVER! loads of things to say.n i can finally breathe easy!i thought i was going to die but well...it was kinda ok...except i am not so confident for chi n geog.got 30 1/2 for chem upon 35...then total avg for chem is 88.!!!ok...going switzerland paris n london during hols n apparently someone...is going...anyway..since exams r over...i am going to celebrate tml with gd food! woohoo!i think muh sch is the latest to complete the exmas. other schools r practically getting their results.but our teachers r gona hav a hard time marking! heheh.somehw, i dun feel relaxed...wad if i do badly?im so dead.science n maths r no prob...but haiz...eng n geog!?!! getting papers 2 weeks later...
i hav realised that derek mcdonalds voice is gd...but lurve lee still...lol.the song hurts so bad is gd man...
theres this person that i still wun to be friends with...but i think sure no chance one la.so i think i better forget abt it.i mean...the hols r coming.so enjoy it b4 next yr comes again...
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-09-25T10:45:00.000+08:00

omg, the CONCERT WAS YESTERDAY. IT ROCKED SO HARD! 1st it was derek macdonald, not bad a voice i must say.we were thinking he was nv going to stop singing.but when BLUE went up ...omg LEE IS DROP DEAD GORGEOUS. HE LOOKS AS GD AS HIS PHOTOS! he dances so well n well he din disappoint the fans for he din sing out of the mike. the high notes were reached! omg omg..he was so cute when he received a gift from his fans.such a sweet smile.he rawks.i din get his signature but i did buy some stuff like a big post card with his cute face and a shirt wif blue and some badges.he is cute. so cute.gawd! i wuna die!they sang all muh fav songs like guilty and breathe easy, all rise, one love, sorry seems to be the hardest word (cos they din come last few mths ago),when summers gone, bubblin,riders was the 1st song.i think there were over 15 songs.gosh.i snapped all on lee n i think i, not being able to be as tall as the satge may hav taken the photos wrongly.maybe only took his head or body...not all his face.probably.he rawks.ok.no words can describ hw i feel.gtg lee rawks!
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-09-08T13:34:00.000+08:00

wow at least there was e meeting.met them n confirmed hw i feel.i rawk.i dun miss tat person anymore.so happy.anyway, im jus glad its over.afterall theres jc to be friends.it was rather fun.we actually had a clean game of captains' ball, though edwin still sprouted with the pervertic words.nth unusual.at 1st it rained.i duno to feel relieved anot.dawn did not intend to go, but well, sorna was going n they barged into muh house, so i went.darn muh bike, no air.so embarrassing.shitty.but i shant rmb that.i feel as if i am slacking.but im in sec 1! y so hardwking.crap.i love japanese yes. but even though, i still need a break.but my mind wanders.duno to mug for this or that n feel it is not enuff.i think im mad.or at least in the process of becoming mad.got history n some art work to do.i hate art.as in drawing, though it is my speciality.last time.i drew girls.love their clothes.but now...haiz.its all abt the papers n the marks.hai i gtg liaoz haiz.
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-09-07T22:12:00.000+08:00

This thing about mugging has killed many students.it hasnt killed me.it has cremated me.this is muh soul typing.ya rite.sometimes i wish to disappear but i cant.haiz.im sadistic.kept muh word n hit the history notes today.not shocking counting on muh kiasu character.seesh!jap n history of tang dynasty wirling around muh head.i mean y learn abt the tang dynasty?we cant turn back time...nv!so wadeva.had muh hair cut yesterday.quite shoocking.cos i HATE it.ok...dislike.makes me look like the opposite gender which nv crosses muh lips.so i shant continue.
The concert is just 2 weeks and 3 days away!omg...ok n i hav changed muh name to aLEEcia.hehe.i rawk! i wish i cld type jap here but too bad.ok i gtg liaoz...preparing for tmls meeting.n if dawns going, i am.so got to mugg in e darn morning...lets see...japanese?ya.tats it.
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-09-07T01:11:00.000+08:00

oh yea! credit goes to leow zhixian for helping me get rid of SPYWARE! my com was haunted wif it n it infected 222 things in my com..its gone i think.or hope.n my com is working faster.yesh!haiz mugging for japanese n history.the upcoming tests, so tml mus work hard, cos got class gathering on wed!tml must stdy for history.lurve it.but not gd to stdy for it.see e diff?anw i gtg liaoz.changing song...
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-09-03T21:28:00.000+08:00

man it has been quite long since i last blogged...well, still excited for the concert but the recent tests have made me bz and got most of my attention.i went back on teachers' day met my friends particularly one i duno whether or not to miss or forget. well...i've decided to go n forget. think u ppl duno wad e hell i'm toking abt, as long as i know...its over liao.so i dun bother much abt it. looking forward to the september meeting though i doubt it will commence at all.just hope.tomorrows muh sch's open house n well dawn n sorna went back with barry n jia le (the RI ppl) too bad i wasnt chosen to go inform my pri sch abt open hse. maybe it was God's way.so tmls e open hse.got to stay from 8.00am to 12.30pm.seesh!
i oso hav loads of hol hmk.man! hw am i supposed to enjoy the hols when we r filled with projects n my oral exams n history EOY is immediately after e hols? so its mugging for me throughout e darn week.at least i get to wake up late.will do some reading of history later.as in LATER.got jap exam.not really confident though i got 47 1/2 unpon 50 for my recent ca3, i heard the EOY n CA4 is gona be very difficult mannz.so must jia you!bye!
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-08-31T17:14:00.000+08:00

i duno wad to say.i c that person n well, mixed feelings.duno to say that i miss or its ok now.maybe im speaking foreign now.wadeva.jus to express anger, mixed up with...thoughts.stressed + miss + pressure + love + ignorance + depression = mixed feelings n no one likes that. i am stressed with the upcoming geog math n chi test.one of which i am going to mugg for todae.chi? aniwae.i went back to pri sch...but well...saw that person like for the 1st time in 10 mths.long time eh? duno to say whether to miss or well think its ok.keep hoping time wld turn back...or maybe not. feeling very weak now.muscles all tensed up after standing for like hours.ok i think i do miss.cant find none better.except well, lee.i really duno feel like toking to that person but well, its over.so no reason rite?haiz.duno wad to say. feel like sleeping forver.dun worry, i wun take my life. i dun even hav e guts.feeling weird...but life has to go on. i shall go n sleep n forget everything today. yes i shall.
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-08-25T09:51:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOODNESS! Blue is having a concert in Singapore! on the 24th sep! n the tix are like damn cheap? ranging from $24 to $99...gawd! i mean i and my best friend are going toger her n we hav bought the tix. the $99 ones and were are in row 3! omg! so near!i'm like so excited?!the concert is in the indoor stadium n i guess there r seats.goody. i am collecting the tix on sun after or b4 muh violin lesson.ok i really cant wait but i got to study for some stupid tests like math chi history n goeg ok im dying.the goeg test is on mon,n on n on. the only thing im happy abt is the concert.haiz.which is 1 mth away.mus do well for exams...if not im as gd as dead.i hope it will not be a distraction to moi.
Btw, my lit teacher has met with an accident n it is quite serious. so i guess there is a relief teacher for quite a while.kinda miss his lesson.ah well.loads of projects getting very stressed.the tribune teacher is not understanding at all.she is obviously over the age of sec 1 so she doesnt noe the joy of going back to pri sch.seesh! she wans us to go back for cca! damn it.i dun care. i hav a plan. i am going to get the ppl to get their work done by fri so when we meet on tues, we can leave early n go for movies, etc. the time she wanted was like 3.30 to 5.30?!!!gawd!thats the peak hour for movies! how unreasonable she is!so angry.gawd!im fuming!ok dun tok liao.gtg study!bye!
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-08-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

i'm going crazy. officially. i try to say to muhself that i will overscome this predicament i am in. but the more i am in the, the morei think i cant get out.man...so stressed.a lot of work to do.so many tests coming up.then the one i am most worried abt is the history EOI.oh man. i like history yes.but i cant put my knowledge to words.stuff like the golden age n crap.the period of time when there are great achievements in arts (for tang dynasty) and inventions. tang had made the greatest impact on future generations; increased literacy rate..ok...on n on.blah n blah.currently mugging for chinese...seesh...hw difficult can it get?
Lifes like that.my days are like..days b4 psle...n its like everyday.gawd.i think i can only go online for trice a week...or even lesser.I'm scribbling all e chinese words as muh eyes start to close..funny feeling there...like all dried up.
Btw d&t rawks...i mean the teacher's nice n the subjects nice.pity there are only 5 sessions.saded.ok i cant take it no more.i gtg sleep like...Angels brought me here, so pls take me away!
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-08-17T13:27:00.000+08:00

my com died on me, so i guess i hav to use the sch's com. nw we're having com studies. Thats y i love tuesdays, got history n lit.the bad thing is that all the tests fall on wed, n i hav cca, so i cant get enuff time to study.haiz.but today my tuitor is coming for last minute make up lesson cos she cldnt make it on mon, so i guess education is more important than cca. i assume so. so i am missing half of tribune.
i am having problems with maths...must ask shiao.this sucks. i gtg liao bye.
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-08-10T21:15:00.001+08:00

Ah well...i have changed the song to a song sang by lee ryan alone.n well, he composed it as well.his voice rawks! oh man. well i gota thank a friend of mine whu helped me solve my virus prob.i curse those bloodsucking virus creators.of all things they create trouble.
fel came today to do the project on geog n history...this is actually the 1st project i nearly died in the process of doing.we r still doing it, but in a lot of troubles.saded...
tomorrow starting sch liao...wuna cry...more n more stress.i just lurve e song aniwae...sign me guestbk! i hav e same song played there!...then i got e code n pasted it in the blog template...so smart.lolx.i am currently reading a book by my favourite author named meg cabot.her books fit our teen life like perfectly well dude.the book is called "code named cassandra" or at least i think it is.i hav just finished a book called a caribbean mystery, recommended by sammie...my g8 friend.
Anyway, i gtg liao...au revoir!
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-08-09T17:20:00.000+08:00

Oh well, the so called long weekend is abt to end.terrible. its like fast. u dun do much n den its wednesday.ok happy bdae singapore.the one n only stressful country.the performance will start at abt 6pm i guess, n my bro's best friend is going to sing...wel, its JJ; though his real name is wayne.not bad a singer i suppose.
*lee ryan nods his head*
now bz mugging for chinese cheng yu test n ca3, horrible...n i haven any inspiration for the poem we gotta write for our eng hmk. wonder hw lee does it. he wrote Breathe Easy!ok back to natinonal day...hmm 39 yrs old...tats rather young dun u think, for a country that has developed into such a wonderful state.hmm.
My moms cominh back from bankok today, wonder wad she'll get for mee.i dun think there are loads of stuff abt lee there...just wait loh.later going airport to fetch her. i shall ransack her luggage n dig stuff out!
I dun think i'd be able to pass sec 1 successfully, i'm practically dying; or u may say half dead.kaes, i gtg liaoz...
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-08-06T18:41:00.000+08:00

Well, sort of major tests hav gotten outta my back for the moment.jap n bio.think they were ok...so fast august liaoz.today was e celebration of national day, the celebration in my sch nw is like...er...different...n i din really like it.Got a chance to wear red n white n ankle socks.no big a deal...cos i cant wear other coloured sport shoes like e blue ones i have.they only permit red white n black shoes...so i had to wear sch shoes.sigh.went back to pri sch n finally caught a glimpse of wei zeng, its his bdae tml...hmm.hes face like nv change like tat.but ok la,s till looking normal.Saw some guys from cat high sji n well, wei zeng's sch, chi high.they r all ya, my ex classmates...no big a deal.i dun really miss any of our classmates.Absense doesnt make the heart grow fonder, it makes us forget.as in Out of sight Out of mind...I like totally agree?theres nth i can do la.there was talentime at my pri sch today n the girls...GAWD! THEY WERE WEARING STUFF WE DIN WEAR B4...LAST YEAR.MINI SKIRTS DYED HAIR N YA MAKE UP...we din even wear that lst year.Whats the world coming to?! so bitchy loh, even justin says that.n its like im actually embarrassed i am their senior...once again theres nth i can do.just moan?no way! i like got loads of work to do...practically every subject has a project to be done n i am busier than a worker ant...sigh...
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-07-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

Yesh, todays me bdae..so old liao.went for gb band as usual, boasted muh t shirt to a few ppl n well, found out jia cong's bdae is at 12 midnight today...tomorrow...?Happy bdae jia cong!n well, went for chi tuition, messed wif eva,screamed shouted...usual stuff n eva forced me to take a pic wif her...usual her...
aniwae, i was treated to dinner at east coast;gold coast n well, enjoyed alot. crabs,prawns, chicken is enuff to make me drool.
B4 dinner, i bought 2 books by agatha christie...one of them was recommended by samantha(...one of the ppl whu payed for e shirt...)she said it was gd.furthermore i had a voucher, so i spent it on the books.the covers really nice...ok wadeva...i gtg n sleep...or at least do other stuff...gona sms jia cong to wish her happy bdae after she was so depressed that she was younger than me...lolx.jkjk.Bye!
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-07-23T23:14:00.000+08:00

i wun to thank all e ppl whu gave e gifts especially the t shirt which was customized.thx a lot..i wore e shirt, cos it was cold...thx ppl , im really touched.
hmm so much hmk...aniwae, i hav copied some notes on shang so its time to turn in...into my bed...with all my stuff...thx ppl, grace lisa chloe marjorie joanne melanie ying yan samantha, yu ling...zhi xian gv...n yu wen...thx all! gd nite...*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-07-22T15:45:00.000+08:00

Cant wait, my birthdays like 2 days later. i din expect it to arrive so soon.on that very day im gona enjoy seafood! my fav delicacy! yesh! haiz, every math lesson there's hmk. nw i am currently attempting to do an assignment on indices. n i gotta waste like 3 pieces on paper to do them. sickening fractions, sickening essays...love lit n history. love jap.hehe! apparently someone is peeping at muh entry, so i gtg liaoz, go act hardwking.Bye!
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-07-16T21:29:00.000+08:00

Cant wait...me bdae comin soon...very soon...yesh! bt no chance to celebrate since...p5? haiz...growing older liaoz...more stress...even broke record n nv come online for 4 days! gosh! Anyway, i am determined to do better this semester...must see improvement...
Btw, tomorrow's SPM...parents meeting teachers...my parents r going to 'visit' my math eng n form teacher...my eng not so gd ...hehe...n my math teacher...*forget it...* This week is ending in a flash...i can already seeing myself in sch again.However the speed cant be compared to p6 life...it was hectic then...nw its like psle every year...the stress...immense...haiz. but i cant keep sighing...i'll grow old...I actually look forward to history and literature lessons...these lessons r notorious for being 'boring'...how ever i really dun feel that way. luv those lessons.ok...ny friends say im mad. i enjoy poetry n shakespeare...i hav written a poem for tribune's friendship issue. i hope it will nt be deleted. talk abt inspiration!
Besides all this stuff...there's the farewell party for the sec 4s...seriously i think the sec 1s will be left out for we hav only known the sec4s for like half a year? not like in p6.so im going for sec 4 farewell party for gb...gt to miss tuition...haiz...commitment...whu invented them?!Wadeva it is...i gtg rest my hands...
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-07-08T22:06:00.000+08:00

Well, i hav just changed my layout.Acutally, yesterday.I will not say i prefer this, as i think both layouts are nice.But for goodness sake, pls tell me, anyone! ; hw to get this whole blogy layout to e centre so it blocks the advertisement? Haiz. Maybe i shld change e song...let me go check nw...bye!
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-07-05T10:08:00.000+08:00

You are going to Marry Lee Ryan. He is really
cute, but don't let that fool you. He is really
outgoing and sweet with those he loves and will
be loyal to them for the rest of his life.
Congrats!!

Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (14 choices now!!)
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I changesd it it was supposed to be josh..sth...lolx.jus kidding...nv will get to marry lee...lolx
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-07-01T20:46:00.000+08:00

Lee Ryan's Japanese name is Benkei Hirano.
Take The Kawaii Japanese Name Generator by Shuichigami today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator.

Isnt tat name lovely? of cos the eng one is better. i cant imagine callin him Benkei Hirano lolx.
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-06-27T17:05:00.000+08:00

Well, i'm back. for most ppl, todaes the last day of the hols...well for me...its the 4th day since sch has started. i spent quite a while in makin my new guestbk which can be found the first link box...a forum, free daily cartoon...and live chat...feel free to log in to chat...i wonder whu will be online...anyways..u will be haunted by my lee pictures which r like all over the pages.hehe.anyways i gtg for violin clas.s...im in grade ! oh boy...feeling great *~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-06-18T19:11:00.000+08:00

Aiya...so long never come online...in a sense blogger. bz wif website. Anyways, a friend helped me get the html code to the song being played.The last time i heard tat song was when the show All That was being shown on nickelodeon..hmm...It rawks...but lee is obviously better. Anyway...if any of you are asking how i made this site with lee's pics, i'm afraid its really difficult to tell ya.Cos 1stly, its copyright...2ndly, i cant explain where to put the codes...i gues u hav to try n error...n....PLS DUN USE MY SO CALLED USERNAME WHICH IS LEERYAN_ROX TO TAG AT E BOARD....
So sian...copying geog note from website...mus catchup ....haiz...Anyway i gtg liao...
Au revoir
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-06-04T01:16:00.000+08:00

A	Arty
L	Lazy
I	Intelligent
C	Colorful
I	Ideal
A	Ambivalent

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-06-04T00:34:00.000+08:00

lifes a bore
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-06-02T22:47:00.000+08:00

sian..so long nv blog...bt i hav been bloggin in muh other blog...
http://leeaddiction.modblog.com its a cool place to blog...to hassle on html.Anythin lah.I juz cant wait to watch harry potter ...its gonna be good.. tell u wad..go to muh latest blog to see the details.heres online for important stuff...the details r there...but.i hav to announce all i gotta do.
1. chinese project..(half of it left)
2. Geog ws..dumb 13 mins
3. Bio project
4. Lit project
5. Study jap.
so tiring...slackin...
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-05-29T22:55:00.000+08:00

I am so confused...and the person whu did it to me shld noe...its no big matter...bt that person has left me in thot...aiya...i thot all over already rite...y ci ji me again?...aiya..no body understands...ok...im sick of it...tok abt smt else.
Today i went back to my old gb coy...n i was like the 'senior', so grand...hehe..i crazy. bt i gotta meet the younger ones..so cute ...bt naughty...natural symptom i guess.i really miss the old days...the days when i was young childish...innocent...not stressed! sadness boils me soul...drifts me away...ok im so sick..Anyway..i hav fallen so deeply in love with Lee Ryan that i cant surface...hehe...ok..i gtg bye...
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-05-28T22:21:00.000+08:00

here i am in my mysterious world of wonders when tests and projects revolve around me. Stress is built within me n wrinkles appers...All i hear is voices in the crowd...Anyway...im sick...so i gtg liao...bye!*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-05-27T14:32:00.000+08:00

so, im back with a bad holiday mood...actually, i hav no holiday mood, i am bz doing projects n i swear i'll go offline at 3pm to finish drawing my bio species and study chinese and do the project on eng n chi...must accomplish some of them by today, especially the species one and studying of chinese...Wun to take the chance to thank Lisa for climbing through the window jus to get my notes for me...thx a lot..cldnt hav done it w/o u...Anyway ppl, pls visit http://leeaddiction.diary-x.com/ there is Blue's songs...'sorry seems to be the hardest word...So nice!!!Ok bye!*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-05-25T15:20:00.000+08:00

Oh...im back...with my depression...prepared to die...ok i shall now jump down...*splat*...wadeva..ppl,if u visit my blog, pls!!!go to the links...under 'my stuff' and visit the 1st few links...THEY'RE NEW! Antgyway, i hav loads of MAJOR projects coming up...1st:Bio project,2nd:Literature Project 3rd:Chinese Project,4thly:eng bk report! n i intend to complete 50% of my chinese project TODAY! n i oso hav to file my ews in my eng file...im slcking... ok...i gtg n file my stuff...*burst into flames* n *disappears*...
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-05-22T22:45:00.000+08:00

Maybe i shld switch my theme to depression..obsession...etc..smt disturbing..i tried to do it wif diary-x, but i guess i cant handle it...bloggers best for moi..so i am ditching it.Now,...i shall concentrate on this one...its gona be filled with depressing stuff..*i burst into flames and extinguish*
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-05-22T13:00:00.000+08:00

Once again i appear...to survive, to live, to contribute, to sing my love song, to pass on...to wither away...Sad is my life, of all the ages, so will u listen,b4 i wither...
Ok..im mad...jus some inspiration.Today, i was supposed to go to my ex gb coy to help out when they left in a bus!!! we shld hav informed them earlier that we were going...i guess we had forgotten...so here i am, alone..typing as this part of the page is filled...*groans at my stupidity* wad can i do to make u love me?...wad can i do to be heard...ok nvm..tats one of blue's songs...

my friend told me a few days ago, out of the blue, that the name "Blue" does not hav good meanings behind it...it was meant to like 'attck' this blue fan? me? like i care..apparently she was trying to tell me tat blue sucks? like i care...its my life, not hers.nobody has the right to insult BLUE...she told me this outta no reason..she always go against wad i say.does that help her?n...in class, she keeps interupting...like when e teachers toking, she will say all she noes b4 the teacher finishes the sentences..trying to be teacher's pet i think.and...she is rude to the teacher..for example...when the teacher forgot to answer her ques..she will say" eh..mr...until now u hav not answered my question...AIYOH!!!" SHE SAYS TAT...so rude rite? n she says i am blunt..i dun care if she reads this ...cos its so true...almost everyone in my class noes..except some blind ones...*giv me a moment to surpress my deep harted...*ok...i got to split... *~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-05-21T21:01:00.000+08:00

Its weird, the way life messes wif u n all. I jus realized tht the bk i am reading now has the ans to my geog test.n i did not read it earlier. no, its not my textbk, its a storybk! sickening eh?there was once when i had an eng exam, the close passage was like horrifying when i could only fill in a few answers...then, after i recieved the correct ans, the words or phrase appears in news, books constantly...*starts to shake head deliriously*ok my head shall pop off...(more like drop).this geography nk i am readin is abt earthquakes, which we r learning in sch abt plate tectonics.interesting subject, easy to understand, but hard to put in words...n tats the most important part...haiz...so there is one cartoon that explains hw earth quakes are caused, which is then linked to teachers. stress is built up in e rocks, just like e teacher,cracks appear, just like our teacher's wrinkles...n on n on...u get e idea. cutez eh? anyway, u gotta c e real picture to understand.

i was practicing my violin today when i had e erge to break e strings...COS I CANT SEEM TO GET THE NOTE RIGHT! ok...while i surpress my deep hatred...* pause....silence......................................................................................
...BOOM!* WADEVA. ok..this is getting deranged...i gtg...*explodes into pieces as i fracture like the earth's crust...*
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-05-19T20:39:00.000+08:00

Joy to e world..tests are all over.Although i think i flunked the 1st ques out of 2! i think i shld relax...got loads more chances.Just glad im not last...in class, nor the worst, nor the best (never)..No chance man.Anyway, i think my lifes been rather hectic...n my hols arent hols..Got to do some chinese project...sorta major..and english essay, over quite a few hundred words..major...Been slacking though...gotta go read bks later..imporve my damn english.Its sad...pathetic...n...BORING.duh?I prefer comics..i dun think tat will work out.Wadeva it is..i love ghost stories? can share some?Except those that are surprise attacks..Duno wad to say, duno wad to do...time will bring me back soon...*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-05-18T22:19:00.000+08:00

Sian...juz changed my mouse..cool blue..but maybe going to edit with lee's pic. Cant wait for jap lesson tomolo.We're gonna learn to make SUSHI...jap rOCKS big time.We can slack for another lesson..cool huh? well, my lit test is tomolo...not prepared...got a horrible time reading the txbk...i have 3 major things to do.1. chinese project..2. English Essay...3.smt else...Stressed....cant wait for tomolo to end.Kearnt 3 new words today...may seem simple...but wadeva.1. Veranda 2.roucous 3.grosteque (had idea abt it earlier)Anyway, i gtg...mom screaming again...*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-05-18T09:02:00.001+08:00

At sch using com nw.Simply lov moi blog and Lee..hehe..Tried to settle a couple's lov prob, but in vain.Their names shall not be diclosed.I dun even noe them as in hav not seen their face. But i tried.The gal was angry at that guy for 1 mth..hw long is tat? Anyway, gotta understand them. Nw thinking of all possible ways to help them, they were together for...im not sure hw long...but it was long...i dun think they shld break like tat.meanwhile, i am oso learning hw to make website, in greater detail. Lifes so short, so must enjoy rite, cant let breakup break u up.HAIZ...wad do i do to make u wun me...wad do i do to be heard..wad to i say when its all over...sorry seems to be the hardest word...(sorry seems to be the hardest word : by BLUE)Blue's songs are for u when ur in any kinda mood. OK, i gtg create moi Blue especially Lee Ryan website...sayounala!*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-05-17T19:52:00.000+08:00

Sesh, lit test is coming soon, duno hw to study for it. It's terrible horrible vegetable.Managed to do all i am supposed to today.GREAT ACHIEVEMENT.lolx.nw im eating n watching tv.heh.power eh?ppl, can u tell me hw on earth am i going to get blue's music on my blog? i jus cant get e code. HELP! I LOVE LEE...HEH..ok, i gtg do my maths proposal.Bye!*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-05-14T22:43:00.000+08:00

Ok, im bakc. researching on arther miller.sian. Anyway, i got my japanses mid year marks.Quite ok lah.It shall not be disclosed. I wish all those receiving their marks on mo good luck.yupz.Now my father's killing the 6 bees that came into our house.Duno wad reason.So now the last one's dead.*relieved*.I am very scared of bees.they jus look scary.So its all gone.Cant wait for tomolos b outing.Should be gd.Its sickening.Today during jap class.We had to change classes for 3 days for some remedial going on.So i was in another class for my class was used for remedial.So today was very slacked.We jus enjoyed our time revising no.s then we did origami.It originated from japan afterall.Folded a crane, which i have totally forgotten hw to.Bt we went to the library in the end.could read e jap words but couldnt understand most of them, wad do ya expect, i am only sec 1! lolx.Life is just like a candle, u gotta make full use of it, or u'll nv die a gd death.Lol, doesnt make sense?It makes sense to moi.Got alota quotes in my anthology.106ers, if u see this, i am reminding u that we hav his essay, study lit n anthology for hmk.okie.Heres a quote
" Those who do not know how to weep with their whole heart don't know how to laugh either."
Its interesting.I mean u hav to be truthful to urself.Any disagreements?Tag moi board! Its all a lie if we do not cry all our hearts out.okok.its a great day, dun get gloomy.I gtg liaoz...sayounara!
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-05-13T16:43:00.000+08:00

Wow...so long nv come online. u see, com got BIG prob..over 10 viruses sia.Sad.now got back internet connection, so happi. well, all moi tests are over. only hav lit left. anyway, came here juz to visit moi dear bloggy.See lee's face once again. ok, gtg n put in all lee's pics..bye!*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-04-30T22:37:00.000+08:00

Another day has passed...ITS FRIDAY! GETA REST, SLEEP LATE, SO COOL.now tat ive got the science project doe n printed enough for my anthology and moi comic strip, i am ALMOST FREE! still gotta mug for tests. So happy.How has life been for me, or for raffles girls? So far, damn hectic,cos its the so called test time of term, we are packed with rushing teachers and loads n loads n loads of hmk!Its sickening as usual.
But today, felicia stayed at moi home until 8pm juz to finish the physics project..Phew..Man, im sho tired desu...n i gotta jap test coming up. n moi physics eoi is on e same day.ARGH! Ok, i gtg liaoz, wish all the pri 6 in kcpps good luck for their sa1 n psle! sayounala
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-04-29T20:19:00.000+08:00

Hiya ppl...i just finished moi maths test.so relieved.Aiyah though i got 1 mistake, most ppl got tat too.Sigh.Now im doing some geog...My timetable next is : Finish geog hmk
Finish maths, physics project, geog comic strip (on my way)
Study for Physics EOI (major test) and jap MID YEAR EXAM...(haii sowu desu)...
Its sickening.By the way, my archives are under my stuff box. the place filled with links "my stuff ", ya.Anyway, if u hav not received e quiz on my friends, pls email me..i only sent to some.hehe
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-04-27T12:23:00.000+08:00

Life sucks. i got so low marks for my tests and i am dying.Got to study for damn chinese test n the maths ca1.SUCK! I hate this must jia you.cannot fail for next test.Duno y so stressful. i got below class average for e 1st time!!!so worried.scared i drop in standard.Maybe i shld cut down on my listening of music.Aiya, so stressed for wad?! cant help it.Tats moi! Sian ahh.Im in sch now, doing some thingy on 'inspiration' its mad n easy. Lucky next week doing dreamweaver. my favourite. I cant wait to add lee's face.hehe.Obviously.Its has been dragging until now.Im so sick of life. anybody help? I thot sec sch was as easy as pri sch.amn, im dead wrong...*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-04-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

Hiaz...back again.you always see moi complaining.wad else can i do ? its tiring. had violin lesson today, nth much met some ppl and said hi? Its rather a boring day. wad abt u? Anyways i saw a poem or smt that seems to work with all of us.Here it goes.
*~WHAT YOU DO TODAY~*
Break away from all that is real.Forget how you think, forget how you feel.
Live life today,forget things gone by. Live you own truth and not the world's lie.
Create a life of living, be spontaneous and breve
Go off the beaten path,find your own road to pave. For if you live life for you and you alone,
you'll be your own master and create your own throne.
The world around may tell you what to do or say
But tomorrow is too worrisome;concentrate on today
Things may have gone wrong in the days of the past, but he who looks at yesterday always finishes last.
Learn from you mistakes and move on twice as wise, help those less fortunate, smile at those you despise.
And once your life is over,once your journey is done,you will know that you ran the race, and you will know you've won. For yesterday is hopeless and tomorrow's far away, but in the end it will matter what you do today.

Nice rite? It may seem lame to others but i like it. Anyway i got to go ! Bye! gd nite
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-04-24T23:13:00.000+08:00

Another day, another hour, another minute and another second has passed since i hav accounced moi death.Forget it i cant die. Wadeva. Clear most of my hmk load. THaNk gOoDnEsS rgs doesn't hav any mid year exam or i'd like faint (on the spot ! haha felicia!)Now im reading the bible on some reflection thingy.Btw, we had to choose squads for gb a few days ago n i got into the squad i wanted OH YEAH! Im in gideon a grp in charge of drill, im quite interested in drill cos i used to be in a GB company the 28th to be exact.Its Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Primary School.Was a junior leader ppl!*cough cough*Lol. Came back from chinese tuition a while ago n felt that it was a rather wierd day. 1st theres this new guy that joins our class n its like he finished his work in 40 mins! its a LONG COMPO DUDE SO HOW DIDA DO IT?!@!!!wadeva. n there was another guy that was in my class, he kept on saying 'lol'. 'lol'. How sickening can he get?! anythingy. PPL, I AM GLAD TO ANNOUNCE THAT TARBET HAS WON THE WEI QI COMPETITION WITH ALL THE MEMBERS FORM ONE-OH-SIX!!! one-oh-sixers rule! Hong Chuan, Tian Fei, Wen Yu and I forgot who...hehe...thx for everything!ok this is my longest entry.RECORD BREAKER. i cant wait for our school's holiday on 10th march!
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-04-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

Aiya..one week over liaoz...overcame 4 tests..so lucky...but got loads more coming up dudes.Sad tat i aint got no time to come to moi blog.but now im taking a rest.yupz.Its tough.I mean..juz stare at ur books for hours and hours...EVEN in sch! i would hav died if someone didnt invent the computer.Agree ppl? ok i need a suggestion. should i go back to my ex-gb company to help out? i duno if i hav e time..but i kinda miss the young ones...its great to be the leader too...everyone noes tat ya? Wadeva it is i am having GREAT trouble with maths...n i do mean TROUBLE. I horrid...the interest rates, currency, hire purchase is just buying moi brain...in a sense killing me? Save me!!!! Ps...i wonder how Lee Ryan's case has gone.Is he in jail...? Wadeva , whereva he is...he still rox ppl! All Rise!
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-04-20T21:46:00.000+08:00

If i promised to link u...i will..pls wait okies?Cos i got abt 3 ppl bt i dun hav time yet.i playing com n doing hmk...hehe...anywaez cya!*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-04-20T21:02:00.000+08:00

Cool! Finally got music! Thx hong chuan for link to music.Although i cant get BREATHE EASY, i will try...this shld do for the moment.PPL! I HAV FINISHED THE DIALOGUE for lit.Thx goodness.But i got the character thingy left. N TOMOLOS CHENG YU is gona KIll moi!Do you think it is possible for moi to pass?! I din really study..the duno wad chu ren tou di. duno wad chi zhi yi heng...sian.then next day got ting xie! i think i hav said it many times..ppl see also sian liaos...I bought the vcd for Blue's Breathe Easy bot i hav no time to watch ...sigh! Ok..keep posting messages on the tag board cos i look forward to reading them. BTW, u got a method to die? the pft is gona kill me once again...i must at least get a GOLD...must get C for all stuff...
Save me?!!!!!
*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-04-20T15:57:00.000+08:00

yoz ppl...im having moi cca now...juz typing for fun.nth to do FOR E MOMENT. Ok...im supposed to be dead...but i gotta finish my chinese testS and lit hmk and loads of other stuff.Its so sickening.Im so stressed other ppl so hard wking.*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-04-19T19:25:00.000+08:00

sorry...its not guild...its blog。n its burn cd's...not brun...hehe*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-04-19T18:59:00.000+08:00

OK...I SHALL SECONDLY OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCE THAT I AM DEAD. I WUN FLOWERS PPL...BRUN MY LEE RYAN CD'S ALONG WIF ME...ppl...i hav 3 chinese tests in a row! compo tomolo...cheng yu test the next day...then spelling the nxt next day!!!!!oh ya btw...can anyone tell me where on earth my archive is???email moi or smt...n i need tips on hw to improve my guild n hw to put a poll.Wanna be advanced huh?N add music! Ya...whu wuns to hear BREATHE EASY here?! tell me hw to put music.Anyway...i gtg liao...cya!*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-04-18T22:34:00.000+08:00

So long nv type smt.Sian tomolo gota go sch.Its really fast.Btw..its kinda obvious i hav changed the layout.I think that i will nt change it so soon...today got tat NKF thingy.Its getting scarrier every time.They were supposed to help the patients..n yet now they are making them worry..lol.Nth to do.But fann wong n christopher rawks..Lee rawks more...THZ YULING N GEVE FOR THE POSTER...now i hav air...*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-04-15T21:39:00.000+08:00

Today was much better...only bad part was the maths test...dun think i will fail..but..aiya...if felicia oso say difficult, i oso die rite?Now im bz doing maths ws...issnt easy dude...must INTERNALISE the method...lol....Now studying the spped,percentage,fraction, rate...ALL I HATE! ALL COMBINED TOGETHER TO DESTROY MOI! Safe ...me! Wake me up inside...wunder wad i'd do without com..DIE..ok gtg liaoz...*~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-04-14T21:44:00.000+08:00

Sian...jap test jus over...*relaxed a little*...but..theres a maths test tomolo...Ahhh! Then science...We ran a couple of hundred metres n i died...my legs went all wobbly after the run and well i did nto hav any energy left to practice on some netball...(pe module) I love high jump...anyway...bz studying for maths n science...ppl, im dying here... *~Lee Ryan...my love~*

2004-04-13T21:16:00.000+08:00

Today juz sucks...got to study for this damn test...last min...whu cares?! Anyway...still got an article to edit...trying real hard...y sec sch life so dif from pri sch?!!!
Its sad.Tomolo got eng test..hope i can rush in time to finish moi compre n summary...muz TRY HARD!
Pls wish me good luck...i wun die YET! OKIE...mus continue...in jap its kampate for jia you....Lee still ROCKS!

2004-04-13T17:08:00.000+08:00

Doing some essay ....Abt William Hung...how bad is that? Still in sch...horrible time...got science maths hmk...people...dun sms me to ask wad hmk...i get more stressed...BTW...ANYONE GOT IDEAS FOR THE WILLIAM HUNG ESSAY IM DOING NOW? im crappy....anything....but lee rox!

2004-04-13T12:35:00.000+08:00

Yoz ppl...welcome to moi lair...having dumb excel lesson...

2004-04-13T12:29:00.000+08:00

Im in sch! Anyway...so sian...today stomach pain...nw having class on excel...BORING! Got maths hmk etc....going to die...dumb 'hitler' (a teacher) of moi cca.....she sucks...so fierce...anyway....

2004-04-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

How do we add pics to this bloggy?I having trouble dudes....want to get lee's pic...

2004-04-10T22:29:00.000+08:00

There was Gb enrolment today...i guess it was quite successful on the count tat it STOPPED RAINING THE MINUTE WE STARTED TO SO THE PARADE! in the Hot sun!Sesh! Y so suay.Wadeva.I think i suck in my gb uniform...the hat juz doesnt suit moi short hair...The people there are nice...except some tat i dun wish to reveal..so sacarstic...its like i din noe hw to tie a tie...then this gal said " at least i can tie a tie!" when someone complained tat her tie was too short....omg...so sickening.Shh...There was this looooooonnnnngggggggg talk tat seemed to go on for ages...but i thot the dance item was gd...Anyways i gtg sleep..got to study for jap too! Yong Zhu, Marjorie, Zhi Xian...etc...U GUYS STUDY FOR JAP YET? NOT MOI! 私は　going to die です。Now moi いえ　very 静か n くらいです。So scarry...wooo...LAME

2004-04-10T21:56:00.000+08:00

This is a little late...but i am now toking abt our sports fest!!!!Look tarbetians..we were supposed to win cheerleading...n WE BEAT BUCKLE BY 3 POINTS! BUT becos our seniors did not show the back filp part to the teachers, they disqualified them.Wadeva it is..we noe we are winners! People,...i hav just announced tat i am a burnt turkey...reminds me of the time moi bro cooked! mwah haha...ive turned into a zebra and the countless times of sunburnt hav proven me time and again tat light travels in a straight line.Sigh.So now...i hav a horrible tan...4 reasons caused me to be black...1. pri 5 camp...(ahh....memories) 2. Drill com. 3.Sports day and the last time i went somewhere...i cant remember...amnesia......
TARBET IS STILL A WUNDERFUL HSE.....and Alicia's STILL A BURNT TURKEY....LOBSTER...GRR...

2004-04-07T22:43:00.000+08:00

Decided nt to slp yet...i hav juz viewed elaine, limjie, zhi xian, wan qi's etc blog...ur added..!ok...at least not so boring ritez?
Time to dream...really!ook...btw...gt a method to slp within 1 sec? i can do it nw!
~to giv is to spend money~lolx

2004-04-07T22:23:00.000+08:00

Ok...it looks too plain...people...if u see this...pls tell me the add of ur blog n ur name...need to add ppl to list.
Wadeva...2 weeks ago i went for drill com...i was cheering for moi company...hehe...n got sunburnt! Now...im pealing...lol...its horrid...
For classmates: dudes, hav u finished ur literature-notes? I need some help...my plot is 1 pg long! Anyway..dun be stressed lyk moi...or u'll hav white hair...lol..
Tomolo's our sch's sports fest...certainly hope moi house-Tarbet wins! Chloe jia you!!! She's representing our hse...goody...okie...
Im juz glad tat i can wake up an hour later tomorrow...sch starts at 8.30am ppl !!! Pls meet at the canteen! Not stadium...i guess u already noe tat...Ok...gtg n sleep...piggy....

2004-04-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

Its so boring...n stressful...moi life...This week n next week, i hav a stupid japanese test n its a major one.Adding on to moi load is a maths post test n a science practical...sigh...Trying to impove my english cos my composition in basically shit! Anywayz...hav u read this book called The Teardrop Story Woman...its rather interesting n im so dead...Im only at the 32nd pg! Must works hard ...Still loving Lee...(singer)